She dumped me but I want her back

[Angolano]

What happened she moved back to Russia, everything were ok between me and her. When she were here in Uk. everything were cool. Before she went to her country I asked her, what is going to happen between me and her. She said that she want still be together said that ain't going to work because she there in Russia and I am here in UK. I said ok lets give a try. I was with her for two weeks before going back to Russia. The last day I took her to aeroport, thn she called me when was in Amsterdam thn when was in the plane to South Korea, she said baby I wish you were here with me etc. I remember she called me, when she was getting ready to fly from South Korea to Russia, we were all happy thn she told that she will send me her new number when she get home. I was waiting for long time. One day was in the MSN chatting about her with this girl about long distance relationship etc. She were telling about her long distance relationship etc, she told wait maybe she is busy, I said ok. After that I saw my ex name that she is available. First think I told her what is happen? you don't holla no more, you told me that you will send your new number, she goes that, I forgot about it, she said sorry baby. I was thinking everything was ok but we start talking she told me that she needs space. I was upset and sad etc. I told her, that the more she is not communicate with me the no more, she will push me away. she goes think positive, i said I need to get busy etc she said yes you do, how was university? I said was ok etc. when she said she needs space, I said ok. I didn't holla her about two weeks then she did, she were sorry but she been busy. we started to talk but no much like before thn we broke up cos she told me that I didn't give her attention much when she was here etc, I didn't respect her, I broke her heart so many times, that I never was on time. I know I never was on time always but I told her the reasons why. We never had a big fights etc. We always worked out etc. She goes that the reason she don't want be with me anymore that I need to change, I said lets workout. she told there is nothing to workout cos she thought about it, and she have decided and i can't change her decided. I tried talk to her but she said is over but she told, that she loved and still love me etc. I said you don't love me at all and you never loved me, that all was a lies etc. she said she don't want to hear what I was saying etc that i will never cange my ways etc. She told me that she wants to be friends, I told her Idon't want to be your friend at all cos never works for me etc. I don't want my ex call me and tell me about her bf etc. it is crazy, help me

[michael d]

hey- sounds like it's over man. long distance is hard, and once you say certain things, it is just too late. write her if you want --keep it on the back burner-- and maybe one day she will return. but remember on the next one- don't let her go if you really want her. good luck and sorry.

mike d