Teach28 Posted October 31, 2007 Posted October 31, 2007 Good for you!! How do you feel? Are you healing? I'm at about 6weeks of NC- getting easier everyday!
Author lovesparis Posted November 2, 2007 Author Posted November 2, 2007 i feel confused. i still love my ex with all my soul. the thought of getting back together with him is a daily occurance and the sense of peace and calmness that i feel when i think of us reuniting makes me want it even more. i've done a lot of introspection, and a lot of self-work and repair. but i'm still not "whole" enough to contact him again. i haven't found my new self yet. i didn't even realize how much the past couple years (before we started dating) had taken their toll on me. plus i met someone new. he's a great guy. lots of positive qualities. one neg that drives me bonkers. i'm not looking for a LTR or a FWB situation. i'm not looking for someone to replace my ex or take my mind off him. i'm aware that my ex and i may never get back together, and so i have to move on. i'm not opposed to a LTR with new guy in the future. but it has to develop over time. i can't just go into something gung-ho. new guy knows i'm fresh out of a rel. and that i'm going through a lot inside my head. we havent' talked about what we want, but then again we've only gone on 2 dates & hung out at a party. i'm glad to hear it's getting better for you everyday, teach. good luck.
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