Bosiell Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 Woohoo! Congrats Bos, it will help! And just to give Scorp a giggle ... up up up up up and away! Hey Matt.. Cheers man. Yeah I am sure it will. There is so much I want to put into it, not just from now on but from my previous relationship/love experiences, could do with a few days of work ideally!
Spinderella Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 Wow. I really am being ignored. How childish.
carrotgirl Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 Just to put things in perspective, it's only been 5 days. You know? Carrot
Spinderella Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 Ah no sorry, misunderstanding. Spoke to the ex, regretted it. I am being ignored by my "friend".
carrotgirl Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 Yikes! I really missed the nuance there! Well in this case I'm happy and sad and sad for you. Let's get your friend together with my friend. They deserve each other. Ignoring you after the weekend? That really is childish.
Spinderella Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 Thanks. Yes, lets get them together. I just had to find somewhere to cry for a minute. I dont know why I am crying over this. The thing is, it's gotta be obvious to her why I reacted how I did, because of how she was before. So, I'm thinking this was the perfect excuse for her.
MattyTee Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 Bos, hope that writing is going well! I hope you two girls are feeling okie today. I managed to smile 10 times today (and 2 weren't fake ). I'm feeling pretty lonely now though. Matt
Bosiell Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Bos, hope that writing is going well! I hope you two girls are feeling okie today. I managed to smile 10 times today (and 2 weren't fake ). I'm feeling pretty lonely now though. Matt Hey matt Yeah its going ok mate. Still writing a sort of preface to the main, lots of content, will hopefully finish it tonite tho with a few glasses of Jack Daniels to keep me company. Keep smiliing . Not a bad day for me really, apart from the mornings, which I never like. Yup I can relate to the lonliness, that is now my overriding feeling, moved on from the initial pain. But I think it is easing in the main, I am trying not to panic to much, not to get anxious when I feel that pang inside, the longing to run off somewhere and see someone is great, but I must try and deal with it, face the demon if you like, I cant keep running, it will always follow me. Hey Spind n Carrot btw /hugs
Spinderella Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Nooo Bos, You're s'posed to be writing on the HAPPY thread now.
bigheartkindsoul Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Just to prove to all - I never broke NC - about 4months now and have no yearning to break it. I wanna make it to 4yrs, 40yrs or longer.
MattyTee Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Woohoo! Damn, I broke it a few times Ah well. Keep it up heart
MattyTee Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Hey Bos, That's good man, sorry to hear it's still so hard. I've taken the last few days pretty roughly and cried most of the time. I had to pretend something had got in my eye at work today. I should have brought an onion scarf with me then no one could question!
Bosiell Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Nooo Bos, You're s'posed to be writing on the HAPPY thread now. Ooop sorry yeah. I am trying honest Spind! Just need to try find where I lost my balls, sure some lass took them tho! Best get some new ones.. Hey matty.. onion scarf, u kill me at times. Think my house must have an onion aroma around tonite to, gees..
MattyTee Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Strap-on balls buddy, it's the way to go. Make sure you go for XXXL!
Bosiell Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 Ooop sorry yeah. I am trying honest Spind! Just need to try find where I lost my balls, sure some lass took them tho! Best get some new ones.. Hey matty.. onion scarf, u kill me at times. Think my house must have an onion aroma around tonite to, gees.. Ah Spind just seen your happy thread. Too late tho
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