HeartBrokenInNY Posted October 29, 2007 Posted October 29, 2007 Sorry. I just need to wake myself up. Tonight is one of those really hard nights... I'm sorry...if it hurts you...i'm sorry!Imagine if you met a guy who was happily married, even though you think he's hots, do you think i have to have him or do you think hands off, too bad he's unavailable... well, that's the frame of mind i'm trying to think of you.. i know it's hard for you to understand...you know, yes, it gets very annoying when you come with these questions to me, i've never been anything but honest with you...we have to...we HAVE to.. stop...we just have to!i can see it in your eyes, and it hurts me, and i know you hurt when i say i gotta go... but i have to go...you never leave one woman for anotheri know if i ever left her, she would have a hard time...i'm not going anywhere...i will never leave her for youi'm content.. i'm comfortable.. yes, there are things that i'd love to change, but she's a great mother to the kids, and we're really good friendswhat are we going to do?you will never ever lose me. there's only one way you could ever lose me, and i know you're not going to do thatif we can get through this, there's no way we can't be excellent friendsit scares me when you start saying "i wanna see you" cuz if i come, what do you think is going to happen?us stopping has nothing to do with you! its about 95% me.i don't know, the kids are getting older now, they will ask why are you always on the phone with __I WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUI love youI WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUI WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUI WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUJust because I don't say it... doesn't mean i don't think itI don't want to make things harder than they already areI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREIf you're always waiting for me to have dinner, how will you be able to give another guy a chanceI'm sorry but that guy can't be meYou deserve a guy who is willing to give you 100%Not just a guy who can give you 50% at bestI feel guilty when i'm with you... now i'm feeling guilty when i'm with her too
KATANYA Posted October 29, 2007 Posted October 29, 2007 Hey Heartbroken.......I can tell its one of those nights! Just wanted to drop you a line to tell you to hang in there. I know what you are going through but it will pass and things will clear for you again (until the next wave of confusion hits!). Hugs.
White Flower Posted October 29, 2007 Posted October 29, 2007 Sorry. I just need to wake myself up. Tonight is one of those really hard nights... I'm sorry...if it hurts you...i'm sorry!Imagine if you met a guy who was happily married, even though you think he's hots, do you think i have to have him or do you think hands off, too bad he's unavailable... well, that's the frame of mind i'm trying to think of you.. i know it's hard for you to understand...you know, yes, it gets very annoying when you come with these questions to me, i've never been anything but honest with you...we have to...we HAVE to.. stop...we just have to!i can see it in your eyes, and it hurts me, and i know you hurt when i say i gotta go... but i have to go...you never leave one woman for anotheri know if i ever left her, she would have a hard time...i'm not going anywhere...i will never leave her for youi'm content.. i'm comfortable.. yes, there are things that i'd love to change, but she's a great mother to the kids, and we're really good friendswhat are we going to do?you will never ever lose me. there's only one way you could ever lose me, and i know you're not going to do thatif we can get through this, there's no way we can't be excellent friendsit scares me when you start saying "i wanna see you" cuz if i come, what do you think is going to happen?us stopping has nothing to do with you! its about 95% me.i don't know, the kids are getting older now, they will ask why are you always on the phone with __I WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUI love youI WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUI WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUI WILL NEVER LEAVE HER FOR YOUJust because I don't say it... doesn't mean i don't think itI don't want to make things harder than they already areI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREI'M NOT GOING ANYWHEREIf you're always waiting for me to have dinner, how will you be able to give another guy a chanceI'm sorry but that guy can't be meYou deserve a guy who is willing to give you 100%Not just a guy who can give you 50% at bestI feel guilty when i'm with you... now i'm feeling guilty when i'm with her too I'm sorry you're having a bad night. I think it's good that you remind yourself of all the reasons you need to end it? stay NC? because these are valid reasons. You deserve 100% of someone. You don't need someone feeling guilty every time he makes love to you. Keep repeating this as a mantra and remind me to do so after I figure out my own plan, OK? Good luck, sweetie.
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