susan1221 Posted October 25, 2007 Posted October 25, 2007 i live with my boyfriend of 3 years and we just broke up. he was traveling in europe for a month for work and i have for a long time had doubts about him, for reasons both deserved and not. i did a terrible thing and guessed his email password and broke into his account. i saw an email from an escort service with pictures of a girl for the night. i confronted him and he asid he felt trapped in our relationship because we were fighting and that he was a disappointment to me and needed someone and called the service but did not do it. we broke up anyway. i don't know whetherto belive him or not but i guess it doesn't matter anymore. i feel completely winded. i feel that i never knew who this person was and am devastated. i am angry and want to expose him to the world and have a hard time trying to be the bigger person. i was a jealous girlfriend, did i deserve this? the girl he was looking at is only 20 years old, his daughter is 16! i feel dirty and sick and heartbroken. i thought he was the one for me and now am a fool. i need to find a new place to live also. i was diagnosed with hpv last year, my doctor said it is not necessarily an std but now i am not sure. am i a fool?
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