angie16 Posted October 24, 2007 Posted October 24, 2007 2 Months since break up. I was really doing well! Even dating, getting used to my new place and new routine. Then we spoke on the phone 3 days ago. I am completely relapsed. I am so hurt again, so angry, so sad. I can only think about how him leaving me is so hurtful. He looked at me, the woman he was in love with and wanted to be with forever, and he left me. He chose to not be with me anymore. This is horrible. I am honestly just so sad. I am so sick of everyone saying "your beautiful, you'll find someone else". But no, i don't want anyone else, i want the man that i fell in love with and was with for 2 wonderful years. I want our life that we had, I want everything we shared BACK! I feel ugly and unwanted. I feel like there is something wrong with me and thats why he left. I feel like I'm not special anymore. Its such a personal betrayal. He couldn't even take a break, he said we had to "break up". I am miserable. i don't know what to do.
sedgwick Posted October 24, 2007 Posted October 24, 2007 What were the reasons he gave when you talked to him last?
Author angie16 Posted October 24, 2007 Author Posted October 24, 2007 he said that he still loved me and missed me, but he had to work out his issues still (his dad died this year). I didn't bring up getting back together, but he said that anyway. I just feel that if he really still loved me the way he did I would be with him. that he would want me by his side. So I'm hurt. I guess i am reliving all the emotions from the first few weeks of the break up again. ugh, this sucks. I have been dating, but i just feel so rejected and sad.
MattyTee Posted October 24, 2007 Posted October 24, 2007 *hugs* Angie! I don't really have anything much I can say to help. I've been wanting to get back in contact with my ex but I realise it's just going to tear me apart again. Look after yourself.
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