Doing a lot better

[marine]

Its been about 2 weeks since no contact.

 

And im doing great, sure I think of her every so often, but it doesnt bother me anymore.

 

Now I'm just tryin to enjoy life, have fun, and try and not let the small things keep me down.

 

Been drinking with my buddies every other night.... been getting pretty messed up, but all in all we've been having a VERY good time.

 

No contact is by far the best decision.

 

 

 

I been thinknign after a few more weeks have passed, would it be ok to contact her and just talk? Like a normal conversation people have? Or would it be best to see if she ever decides to contact me again?

 

 

But all in all im doing great

[adrian_85]

glad to hear it

 

just look after yourself too, dont let the drinking get out of control or whatever. I started to make that mistake, even took up smoking again which I swore I would never do.

 

keep strong.

 

Ade,

[marine]

Well we usually drinkon Wensday's, Friday's, Saturdays, and Sundays. Mainly about a 30 pack between 4 of us. We're mainly just taking the drinkign slow, you know, start a fire, kickback, joke around. Until oen of us gets a bit toon watsed and then it becomes hilarious.

 

And I been stressed out a to latly also, and I started to smoke more. (I used to only smoke when I drank wiht my friends) no im smoking a bit more. not a whole lot more, but a bit more.

 

But all in all im starting to find life more enjoyable.

 

It no longer hurts to think of her with another guy.

 

 

The way I figured it, after all those promises she gave me and everythign she said. She's the one whose gonna end up gettign screwed over in the end.

 

Everyone knows she's going to end up gettign hurt (btw her older brother is oen of the guys I drink with regularly, and I talk to her sister just about everyday) liek I said, everyone knows she is and they tell her, but she just doenst listen.

 

Oh well... her lose.

 

 

anyways. where' my beer....................