SadBabyGirl Posted October 19, 2007 Posted October 19, 2007 Hi everyone, I have really gotten myself into a pickle, there is a man I really love, in the past that I was with for about two years, he broke up with me 6months ago and then I moved on though i DIDNT want to... and now suddenly he has been acting like he wants me back, we can take note that he is a very caring, educated, genuine man, he would do anything for me if I asked. And he still does. Like helping me with homework, taking care of me when sick, driving me everywhere etc. However, something bad that I had done happened that I think jeopardized any chance of us getting back together, I feel he has lost all trust in me, he came across some bad chats i wrote about him on my computer in my archives while looking for mp3s.. i wrote them when i was angry when he broke up with me and to top it off he found picture of me with my new date and then told me i was cheating on him (even though he told me he just wanted to be friends..that turned into a huge drama I had to work out and talk it out, and next thing i know after talking it out and our sorries hes all over me being affectionate and sappy. But today I found his profile on a singles website he had recently opened not too long ago I feel like he is trying to move on from me but his actions show that he still cares about me and may want to be with me further down the road, I really do not want to lose him as he is a keeper, but I am not sure of what to do at this point. The only barrier is that I do not speak his language and he wants his future wife to know his language to teach the children and talk to his family. I know I am trying to push the outcome of this, I want to control this situation and I cannot, I feel heartbroken but the more I dwell on negativity the more I feel I have lost him and my mom thinks the foundation is good and we must build on it to bring the trust back again, since his actions still show me that he cares and is interested in hanging out with me, he acts affectionate around me. I don't want this to turn into some friends with benefits thing. I want him to see me in a new light as he has been lately but with more respect and look at me more as someone he needs in his life so he can scratch that singles crap and we can move forward. I know hes still into me, hes attracted, we get along great, we don't fight and we enjoy our time but something is holding him back. Can I get a little help on this? I am trying not to think negative because I know it will only make things worse. I felt I was going to break down this morning over all of this.
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