artistinlove20 Posted October 12, 2007 Posted October 12, 2007 This fall I started college and I really like one of my instructors. But the thing is.. its a girl.. and I am a girl. Ive never EVERRR had lesbian thoughts before.. ever in my life. (im 20). Ive had a boyfriend for 8 months and I was head of heals in love with him until i came here and met my instructor. She is amazing and I really want to get to know her more! I think she is single. But she is A LOT older then me. I think she is in her late 40's. && a 13 year old daughter. But I heard she is single. She strikes me as the type that could be Bi. But I am not sure. She smiles at me allllllllllll the time and she loves my art work.. so I know she notices me. How do I start up a relationship with her? I really wanna be close with her. I dont HAVE to be her "partner". but for some reason I really want us to be close. She is just amazing and she makes me wanna do push harder for my goals. I think about her alll the time. Am I crazy?? Ive never felt this way before. I know the feelings I feel is sincere. Ive even gone on a break from my boyfriend bc my feelings for my instructor are so strong that its not fair for me to be with my boyfriend and not be 100% into him. (I could never tell him that I like my instructor..) can anyone make sense of this or help? Im so lost. what do I do?
shadowplay Posted October 12, 2007 Posted October 12, 2007 Sorry, but I couldn't resist: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ycQXK30Ofls
shadowplay Posted October 12, 2007 Posted October 12, 2007 This fall I started college and I really like one of my instructors. But the thing is.. its a girl.. and I am a girl. Ive never EVERRR had lesbian thoughts before.. ever in my life. (im 20). Ive had a boyfriend for 8 months and I was head of heals in love with him until i came here and met my instructor. She is amazing and I really want to get to know her more! I think she is single. But she is A LOT older then me. I think she is in her late 40's. && a 13 year old daughter. But I heard she is single. She strikes me as the type that could be Bi. But I am not sure. She smiles at me allllllllllll the time and she loves my art work.. so I know she notices me. How do I start up a relationship with her? I really wanna be close with her. I dont HAVE to be her "partner". but for some reason I really want us to be close. She is just amazing and she makes me wanna do push harder for my goals. I think about her alll the time. Am I crazy?? Ive never felt this way before. I know the feelings I feel is sincere. Ive even gone on a break from my boyfriend bc my feelings for my instructor are so strong that its not fair for me to be with my boyfriend and not be 100% into him. (I could never tell him that I like my instructor..) can anyone make sense of this or help? Im so lost. what do I do? Let me ask you this, can you imagine having sex with her and genuinely enjoying it? Does the idea of going down on her gross you out or arouse you?
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