ijustwannago Posted October 10, 2007 Posted October 10, 2007 i've been drinking. i know he is working. all i want in the whole world right now is just to hear his voice. i must be sick right?! why and how could i even want to hear him after all that has happened. i've been in NC for an entire month why in the world would i want to hear from him now? i mean beside the fact that suddenly, VERY nice eligable healty men are intrested in me and he happened to send me an email... it's no reason to break NC right?!? oh hell i miss him. and so much is happening for me and it so strange that he is not apart of it.. I'm posting here instead of taking this random dead sexy guy home(sooooo not even close to being ready for that!!!), or emailing or calling the person who broke my f'en heart... please some one say something i'm feeling weak and i'm counting on you guys.....
SunnyLady Posted October 10, 2007 Posted October 10, 2007 Take it one step at a time love. It will get better i promise you. I know what you're going through. Stay off rebounds and men until you are emotionally stable. As this might backfire and leave you feeling even more lonley after say a sexual encounter with a sexy man. Allow yourself the time to heal...and your heart to heal. You have'nt provided much information so i am slighly at a loss of words. But from what i gather you are going through a heartbreak. Don't contact your ex. Give yourself time to grieve. Don't turn to alcohol as a source of comfort. You need to let yourself feel the pain, cry, scream, rant do anything but hurt yourself and your health. You could also write a letter expressing how you feel but DON'T send it to your ex. Burn it or tear it up afterwards. Provide more info please...? And do take care. We are here for you and it will gte better. Failed relationships are a part of life. You will not alwways feel as down as you feel right now. You've just got to let the natural process take its toll, and get as much support as you can. Stay strong!!! xxx
Author ijustwannago Posted October 10, 2007 Author Posted October 10, 2007 when i ran today in the rain i played this song over and over. no matter how it happened and how much i hurt ~ it is what it is and i am free. it never would have worked. he could never just let me be....me "The problem is all inside your head", she said to me The answer is easy if you take it logically I'd like to help you in your struggle to be free There must be fifty ways to leave your lover She said it's really not my habit to intrude Furthermore, I hope my meaning won't be lost or misconstrued But I'll repeat myself at the risk of being crude There must be fifty ways to leave your lover Fifty ways to leave your lover You just slip out the back, Jack Make a new plan, Stan You don't need to be coy, Roy Just get yourself free Hop on the bus, Gus You don't need to discuss much Just drop off the key, Lee And get yourself free Ooo slip out the back, Jack Make a new plan, Stan You don't need to be coy, Roy Just listen to me Hop on the bus, Gus You don't need to discuss much Just drop off the key, Lee And get yourself free She said it grieves me so to see you in such pain I wish there was something I could do to make you smile again I said I appreciate that and would you please explain About the fifty ways She said why don't we both just sleep on it tonight And I believe in the morning you'll begin to see the light And then she kissed me and I realized she probably was right There must be fifty ways to leave your lover Fifty ways to leave your lover You just slip out the back, Jack Make a new plan, Stan You don't need to be coy, Roy Just get yourself free Hop on the bus, Gus You don't need to discuss much Just drop off the key, Lee And get yourself free Slip out the back, Jack Make a new plan, Stan You don't need to be coy, Roy Just listen to me Hop on the bus, Gus You don't need to discuss much Just drop off the key, Lee And get yourself free
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