Jmina Posted October 2, 2007 Posted October 2, 2007 My ex left me and KNEW it would devestate me. she said i was her soul mate... but a soul mate wouldnt do that my ex told me that she wanted me forever she didnt... she couldnt leave me if she was IN LOVE like she said she was my told me that everything would be okay between us after time and that she didnt want to live her life without me ...everything isnt okay, and she seems just fine without me in her life my ex told me she would never hurt me my ex begged me never to leave her my ex told me i was the one my ex told me it would take her a long time to get over me (she said she was over it or more over it than not and had put it all behind her in 3 months after a very deep relationship...although she cant forgive me) my ex did a lot of things to deeply hurt me, to break my heart and crush my soul. she shattered my future dreams, with lies about what she wanted for us. if she really loved me she wouldnt have. she is a different person now. my ex is gone, the one i loved is gone.and this makes me v. sad. but i know that there is no point pining of the girl who has the same name and looks just like my ex but isnt the girl i knew.. stuff her. i have a life to live, and so much happiness and wonderfulness to experience. it appears that im bitter again... thought i was passed that stage. Jmina
Sanslatete Posted October 2, 2007 Posted October 2, 2007 I'd like to say stuff her about my ex-GF, but it would just be talk. I've read a lot of books on relationships, NLP, Psychology and heartbreaks..etc since the break up and I know what I SHOULD be telling myself or believing. But the truth is, I still love the woman I knew. Even if she has changed into Queen of the Harpies and continues to make me feel **** about myself and the time we spent together. I'm beginning to regret meeting her and spending all those years thinking she was "the one" and being told she could never lose me. I sucked it all up like a sponge and truly believed we would be together forever. But the fact that I'm on this forum shows that I was deluding myself and good things rarely, if ever, last. (For me anyway). Who? Me? Bitter?
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