sanyy Posted October 1, 2007 Posted October 1, 2007 I am a married women, but don't live with my husband. we never love'd each other. There was a void in my life and it was filled up by this MM. He came in my life as soothing wind.. I loved him like anything. But he had made his point clear from the day one, he was not emotionally involved. Though I felt many times that he was, but he said till the end he was not. His action spoke louder than his words, I guess he was. We never went physical though the attraction was huge. One fine day he told me he can not handle or manage his feelings and broke with me.. Its been an year now. I am still stuck there. I tried everything from counselling to NC to hobbies to all the stuff mentioned in books, but could not stop thinking about past. It still hurts.. I had hopes of him coming back and used to break NC many times.. used to wish him occasion( texting him) but in last one year he never broke NC. he replied for my wishes for his b'day text and few times more on few occasions.. But he din't wish me on my b'day.. ( When we were in terms, he had made me feel as if he would make my b'day most special one..but when it actually it came, we had broken up and he din't even bother to wish me..) Is there any hope he would come back to me.. Though after him not wishing on my b'day yesterday, I have realised may be "not". May be I don't even exists for him. I know he loved me a day.. He is very nice guy. He loved his family like anything..
carrotgirl Posted October 1, 2007 Posted October 1, 2007 Happy belated birthday sanyy! I couldn't say what will become of your relationship but hope you'll start feeling better very soon. Carrot
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