crazyguitarist07 Posted September 29, 2007 Posted September 29, 2007 Ok so here's my story, 4 years ago i restarted the 9th grade cuz i gave the first time due to the fact my last g/f cheated on me with my best friend. 2 weeks into the new year i met a girl through a friend cuz she was listening to the same c.d. i was at the time. when i said " sweet you like PM5K too?" She said no this is Tanya's, she's right over there. I looked in curiosity and there she was, her eyes just took the breath out of me. I had never been so nervous before in my life. that night i asked my two friends to help me get this girl who i lked and so they agreed and gave her my number and got me her's. we called that night around seven and her mother yelled at us but it was worth it cuz i finally got to speak to her. about a week later we started hanging out at the school for her vollyball games and I would miss rides home just to see her for a few minutes longer. Then I found out she had a boyfriend, Phil< a real ******* racist redneck kinda guy who doesn't care about everyone else. eventually she got sick of him and left him and he got pissed at me in which i had nothing to do with their break up. she and i started talking late at night on AIM when I still had it and we planned our first kiss. I had never been so excited for a kiss in my life and when it happened we both felt chills and tingles through out our bodies and it was wonderful. on Nov. 24, 2003 we started dating taking things slow. we hadn't had sex untill our 1 year anniversary so I thought we were good. I would do all these cool things like sneak a rose in her locker between classes bring her lunch and she would do all these great and wonderful things for me too but I stopped and she didn't. couple years down the road one afternoon i got a phone call for duty to my nation. it was something i wanted to do my whole life and so i agreed. six months later i was in Ft. Sill OK in basic training. I missed Tanya sooo much and when family day came and i saw her, my heart melted with joy to see her again. I came back home to finish my senior year and we did alot of fun things together but summer came again and i had to leave for the Army once more. This summer she started hanging out with a guy I've known for the past 5 years whom i never talked to because of the way he is. he's a theif, has no respect for women or those who are mentaly challenged like my brother, ex crack dealer who got caught and arrested and is now on probation for it. I told her i don't want her to hang out with him and she repeatedly said i needed to give him a chance and get to know him. I told her I already know him but she said he's keeping her happy while I'm gone. I snapped when she was at his house 11 pm when she had class the next morning and told her to leave immediatly. she huhng up and called me the next evening crying, Mind you im still in mississippi with the Army, saying her life is so boring she needs something to do and she has no friends. shortly after I came home. since I've been home we broke up, she says she needs time because behind on her home work but she blames that on me but we still hang out alot and she still talks to him. I know he's responsible for us breaking up and ive seen the messages he sends to her like" why bother giving him a second chance, or, he doesn't deserve you babe, leave him and let me love you the way you deserve to be loved." I know i still love her more than anything and I know she feels the same way but she says that she's not in love with me anymore but she really wants to be. I dont know what to do to get her back and get her to realize how bad of a person he really is. i just want our life back. Please someone help me, im lost. I got nothing left i need her so much, but i just want her to be happy again even if we dont get back together, she needs to be happy again how can i maker happy first, then get back with me????
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