ijustwannago Posted September 28, 2007 Posted September 28, 2007 Yea!! Reactor! great peptalk. hope you do ok Msblue, your anxiety most likely increased considering that you took a week off from the gym. do push up and jumping jacks...don't forget tto breathe!
Author Msblueyes Posted September 28, 2007 Author Posted September 28, 2007 Thank you Reactor & justwantogo. I've been wondering if he wants to go to but just doesn't know how. Well, he needs to figure that one out. If he stays with me another month & I keep my chin up & remain calm, it should be pretty evident. He will still have to cover his half of the bills, I'm not letting him slide as that's been an issue in the past, if he stays, he pays. Where we live, it's not cheap for a single person to live; sharing the expenses has been good for each of us. I have done it on my own before he returned to live with me, so I know I can handle it. He, on the other hand, has always had me to lean on, so if he goes, he will learn the importance of budgeting. Which, is not a bad thing. He has no concept of first, last & security. It's about time he figures that out. I have:rolleyes:! Like any relationship in turmoil, who knows really what's what at this point, only time will tell. Me, going back to the gym, is fundemental for my well being of mind. I plan on it come Monday. I'm going to relax this weekend & just chill out doing things that make me happy. Thanks for listening.
ijustwannago Posted September 28, 2007 Posted September 28, 2007 hmm i wish you a great weekend! i'm going to check out a gym today! the lowest monthly membership starts at $25./mo. cool no? always here for ya when you need someone to hear ya..
Author Msblueyes Posted September 28, 2007 Author Posted September 28, 2007 hmm i wish you a great weekend! i'm going to check out a gym today! the lowest monthly membership starts at $25./mo. cool no? always here for ya when you need someone to hear ya.. Thank you! My gym is $40/mo...YMCA & it's wonderful. I go before work & it's just perfect, less than a mile from my house. Put my cd on, headphones & 45-60min of cardio. AFter that, I'm ready for my day. I'd like to go home & have a drink but don't want to freak out my man. He did tell me he wasn't against me drinking, he just didn't want to see me toasted. Hmmm. It's been a stressful week. I'd like to sit outside, watch the people walk by & enjoy a simple beverage.
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