angie16 Posted September 20, 2007 Posted September 20, 2007 I want to write him. I am angry today. I am mad. He ended a wonderfull relationship because he has no balls and didn't want to upset his little brother (that made up all this **** about me in his mind). I feel betrayed and used, and let down. I loved him. He said he would stand by me forever. I want to scream. We haven't had contact in 2 days, since he texted me that he missed me and loved me. ( i didn't respond). I am just so pissed off. how could he do this to us? 2 years and now this. SO ANGRY.
curiousnycgirl Posted September 20, 2007 Posted September 20, 2007 Hey Angie - I was actually thinking about you, wondering how you were doing, yesterday. Seems like you are progressing through all the post break up stages. You have every right to be angry! Was 2 days ago the first communication since you guys had coffee? How's the apartment hunting going? Just remember the best revenge is living well. So be good to yourself, go out and have fun, fill your time with things you love and by all means, keep posting here!
woodsfield Posted September 20, 2007 Posted September 20, 2007 Just remember the best revenge is living well. So be good to yourself, go out and have fun, fill your time with things you love and by all means, keep posting here! i agree..... and let him simmer for a while.
Author angie16 Posted September 20, 2007 Author Posted September 20, 2007 Hey Angie - I was actually thinking about you, wondering how you were doing, yesterday. Seems like you are progressing through all the post break up stages. You have every right to be angry! Was 2 days ago the first communication since you guys had coffee? How's the apartment hunting going? Just remember the best revenge is living well. So be good to yourself, go out and have fun, fill your time with things you love and by all means, keep posting here! Yeah he sent me 1 text message 2 days ago "i miss you so much and still love you". I didn't respond. Just woke up angry today. UGH. So mad. Good news is that i did find a place!!! I am actually dropping off the check tonight, I move in 9/29. So only 9 days left with my fam. :-) Its just i think of his brother or mother telling him to break up with me, and that "its for the best" and i want to scream and punch a well. oh well, I hope this passes!!!
Author angie16 Posted September 20, 2007 Author Posted September 20, 2007 but i emailed him. and he wrote back, then we started angry Im'ing. Then texting. and i have to say, an hour later, I feel better. I just couldnt' believe that he is blaiming me for leaving him in one sentence, then saying why he left in another. I actually got some great closure. I had been spending the last week being sollem and sad and wishing we were back together, but i guess this just helped see exactly why i was miserable with him. I feel like i can really push on and be ok now. NC is good to move on, but i really felt like i would have just been romanticising the relatioship for the next several months, where now i know i am better off.
curiousnycgirl Posted September 20, 2007 Posted September 20, 2007 Good for you! And no you did not do anything wrong - you needed to get some stuff out, and needed confirmation that he's been an totall a$$! Well you got it! I'm very excited that you found a place :bunny: - have a wonderful time decorating it!
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