oppath Posted September 17, 2007 Posted September 17, 2007 It's like driving a Volvo. It is safe. It is comfortable. And it gets you where you need to go. But ultimately, it's not good for your future sex life!
Newtotheblogthing Posted September 17, 2007 Posted September 17, 2007 Ok. I am so confused. My ex wants to meet tonight at a hotel. Not to reconcile but to have closure sex. Or something. I was having fun earlier with the idea but the delusions are wearing off. This is someone who is in a "relationship". Albeit it's only a couple of months in.. Again, he is not a cheater.. normally. I swear I know this about him. What is he thinking? Mixed up feelings? Why would he want to do this with me when he is in a relationship? He wants his new girl with the benefit of having me around? This would be the second time we have done this too. God, I hate writing this but it's where I am at.. and it doesn't look pretty. I feel like my need for him is overpowering my sense of what's right and wrong. I am also dating someone who I care about. He may not be "the one" but I care about him... Ugh. Am I hell bent on hurting myself and those around me? WTF??
MartianChronicles Posted September 17, 2007 Posted September 17, 2007 It's like driving a Volvo. It is safe. It is comfortable. And it gets you where you need to go. But ultimately, it's not good for your future sex life! ... what about your sanity?
Newtotheblogthing Posted September 17, 2007 Posted September 17, 2007 I don't know if anyone out there cares but I canceled the reservation and told him I am sorry but I can't do it. I think I must be making progress. It feels good. I am doing the right thing.
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