the_lost_one Posted September 14, 2007 Posted September 14, 2007 well a few of you might have seen on here my post about getting a divorce. It 's what she wants she told me she basically wants to not be tied down she wants to go and "live her life". We talk about taking a break and if there's even room for a second chance but she says she doesnt know what she wants. there is also another married man involved here if you want to call him married i think he is stringing my wife and his along.In the mean time I'm losing my little girl the most important thing to me but i get to see her when ever i want (she will be 8 hours away).not even close enough to spend the whole weekend with its not that im not going to go and see here every chance i get. i feel bad cause i know Ive done things to hurt her and for that (i told her) i am truly sorry. she says she has feelings for him and i feel as I'm going to be left on the side of the road so to speak. I wish we could have done things different but that's the past. she says that she has been unhappy for a while now and shes been working on "us" for a year or so but she never talked with me about the problems (well she never sat me down and told me look we need to fix this of we could be in jeopardy)i could not see the writing on the wall cause i thought all was good. i just want things to be the way they were i want to wake up next to my wife and go get my daughter out of her room for sat morning cartoons and breakfast. i want my wifes warm arms to be hugging me again and her kisses the ones that still give me butterflies to this day .i want it all back and im having a hard time dealing with it all the biggest thing id have to say is that hurt the most is im losing my princess my little angle my damn play buddy. i hope we can work things out i really do .
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