Theorem Posted September 8, 2007 Posted September 8, 2007 My ex broke up with me for reasons of being insensitive and inconsiderate, just about 3 days ago. thing is that i cannot get any closure from it and feel like the whole relationship was a failure from me neglecting things (mostly because i dont fully believe it or im in denile). it just makes the rejection feeling more intense and i dunno, its overwhelming....and if i even talk to her at all on the phone, anytime i say anything opinionated, things about how i feel like i believe alot of things are misunderstandings sometimes, how at times i feel almost autistic because the situations we are in feels like fragments of a whole truth i can never piece completely together in the moment, or EVER. she will get frustrated at me and just say things like i never understood her, very hurtful words. i probably shouldnt even be talking about this stuff anymore with her, or maybe talking to her at all. shes been saying you dont know me at all so often too its like ok...and cuts off the conversation. now that we arent together its hard to fingure out how to deal with this, whether friendship is possible and if i should even consider becoming a more considerate person in the future to better my relationships later on. i just feel so depressed, like i want to know the full truth, if shes right or im wrong... i wonder if im taking too much time to think things over, maybe i should escape my thoughts. what do you guys think?
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