fabulousgal Posted August 27, 2007 Posted August 27, 2007 im really down today. one minute im fine, and the next im crying. im numb a little bit knowing that i messed something up and its over and i don't know if it is for good or what. the door hasn't been closed completely, but its almost like you want to not push them away any further by suddenly baraging them with emails (in my case this is all i can do). then i am worried he will forget all about me if i dont send something or apologize, again. i guess i will stick to nc for now, it just hurts knowing i did this, and i see what i could improve now and want to. sometimes i get really mad too because i think our situation is so hard that i deserve to be given a second shot.
Scorpio13c Posted August 28, 2007 Posted August 28, 2007 Hey fabulousgal, You'll be O.k., Like you said, "The door hasn't been closed completely" You can still have hope What happened? Scorp
Toolate Posted August 28, 2007 Posted August 28, 2007 I know how you feel, mine is a 12 year relationship. I dont know if its over or not. I Still have not got a no. Im trying to give her space and my mom is the only reason im hanging on. She says she confused, and her past is catching up to her and to not give up on her. We will see but im preparing for the worst.
Green Posted August 28, 2007 Posted August 28, 2007 yeah I feel sad too but knowing other people are sad and believing they will get through it will make me follow them in getting through it.
Teacher's Pet Posted August 28, 2007 Posted August 28, 2007 I'm sorry you are feeling down, sweetie.. Just remember... I'm right across the Hudson from you.. You need to come out with me and Ariawoman one night. Heck, we're planning an LS karaoke party in NYC... so you have to be there... Cheer up.. you know how to find me if you need me. *hugs* -tp concerned friend
sao2 Posted August 29, 2007 Posted August 29, 2007 Our situations seem similar Fab, I feel exactly what you are describing. In my case I did send a little something and we are going to see each other in a few weeks. I know it sucks but sometimes the best you can do is tell someone you are still there for them and then just wait.
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