number2 Posted August 18, 2007 Posted August 18, 2007 Well, it's been about two months now since my break-off with someone I really loved, but was unable to fully connect with. We started off great, I thought she was the greatest girl in the world. I can honestly say that I was in-love with her for awhile, but at one moment down the road -- I realized that she is not the one I want to be with for the rest of my life. Her daily habits, our loss in intimacy, etc had killed the relationship. I wish I could have remained friends with her, but it would have enabled me useless in terms of 'getting over her'. I definitely fought depression for quite awhile before I ended it. I was far away from my close family and it felt as if I were living with my best friend, and not my lover. It's sad but I guess thats how life goes. Anyways -- my original intention of this post was to explain how I feel now about it, two months later. I feel real good. I've come to terms on our seperation and realize that i'm only 22 years old, and I don't need to rush back into love. I'm really enjoying a more socially active life while being able to concentrate and really focus on school. I think after a huge change in life, if we realize that we can always begin improving OURSELVES no matter with a partner or not, we finally begin to be able to appreciate life with a partner, AND without. I'm again feeling happiness. It's been a long run, but I feel it, and it feels good. When I see a sunny day it makes me happy and I think back on all the good times. Everyone can reach this point if they believe they can. I hope you all are on your journey. cheers
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