Author AriaIncognito Posted August 19, 2007 Author Share Posted August 19, 2007 Check your PM's. I'm good for any Saturday or Sunday (I'll call out of my 2nd job lol) after September 8th (I have 2 parties and a dentist appointment coming up) And yes, I'd LOVE for this to be some sort of LS event, if we can get people to come out of hiding. -tp let's get the party started! I can't commit to any dates right now with the whole band thing up in the air. Once I find out if I get into one, then I can look and see when I'm open. I'd want a saturday though, unless the sunday session is early, cuz I dont want to be out too late on sunday night with work since the city isn't exactly in my backyard...lol Link to post Share on other sites
MagnoliaJane Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 Think I'm gonna have ice cream now. That means? Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 19, 2007 Author Share Posted August 19, 2007 Think I'm gonna have ice cream now. That means? That means you'll need to stop for some KY. And just to keep this on topic (even though it is my thread lol)...today I shall work to being a better me by practicing for my audition tomorrow and doing the dishes and doing laundry! How exciting!!! :lmao: Link to post Share on other sites
MagnoliaJane Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 I can't commit to any dates right now with the whole band thing up in the air. Once I find out if I get into one, then I can look and see when I'm open. I'd want a saturday though, unless the sunday session is early, cuz I dont want to be out too late on sunday night with work since the city isn't exactly in my backyard...lol My agenda is pretty much open, since I'm single lol. Unless one hot actor who I recently met on the subway and said he'd be in touch suddenly starts emailing that he wants to see me again. But, but... if there's a karaoke scheduled I will tell him I'm busy. How's that? Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 That's the spirit! Besides, you'll be hanging out with a hot comedian. -tp umm...I was referring to me. Link to post Share on other sites
MagnoliaJane Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 That means you'll need to stop for some KY. And just to keep this on topic (even though it is my thread lol)...today I shall work to being a better me by practicing for my audition tomorrow and doing the dishes and doing laundry! How exciting!!! :lmao: Don't forget to work on you by taking a long, hot bath, today or doing something else you would enjoy very much... That's what this working on you is about girlfriend. It's about finding joy within you. Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 19, 2007 Author Share Posted August 19, 2007 My agenda is pretty much open, since I'm single lol. Interesting thing is, I think I'm more busy when I'm single than when I'm with someone. When I was with my ex I always had to worry about whether or not he'd want to do the things I was being asked to do. Now I just do whatever I want! I guess there are plusses to being single...lol. Don't have to deal with his whiny anti-social/i have no friends a$$. He'd always complain about the fact that he didn't have many friends. Yet he'd never do anything to rectify that. At one point we had broken up for a few weeks, and in those 3 weeks I went out and met people and when he and I got back together he was all "how did you find friends so fast". Moron. Maybe if he left his house once in a while (not on a date that is) and met people he too would have friends. Novel concept. Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 19, 2007 Author Share Posted August 19, 2007 Don't forget to work on you by taking a long, hot bath, today or doing something else you would enjoy very much... That's what this working on you is about girlfriend. It's about finding joy within you. Hmm work on me? lol I'm love to eat! But that's anti-working on me. LOL Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 So take the long, hot bath. You can borrow my rubber ducky. Don't mind the hole cut out in one eye and the blinking light inside it. Just enjoy. -tp giggity giggity giggity! Link to post Share on other sites
MagnoliaJane Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 Gosh - who wants to be thin like a model anyways? I believe tp when he says you're gorgeous. One of my ex-bfs complained I was too thin, he said something like "not enough meat on the bones" if I recall it correctly. See... it's always something. If it can be of any help: most of us are struggling with our imperfect selves. The trick is to look in the mirror and learn to like what you see! Link to post Share on other sites
MagnoliaJane Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 So take the long, hot bath. You can borrow my rubber ducky. Don't mind the hole cut out in one eye and the blinking light inside it. Just enjoy. -tp giggity giggity giggity! Seems like someone is in need of a cold shower Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 19, 2007 Author Share Posted August 19, 2007 Gosh - who wants to be thin like a model anyways? I believe tp when he says you're gorgeous. One of my ex-bfs complained I was too thin, he said something like "not enough meat on the bones" if I recall it correctly. See... it's always something. If it can be of any help: most of us are struggling with our imperfect selves. The trick is to look in the mirror and learn to like what you see! I dont want to be thin like a model. I'd like to be of a size that I had more than 2 stores to shop at, though. That would be nice. It's not about the number for me, it's about looking at myself and not being disgusted. I've pretty much been disgusted for a while now. I've never liked my face, and well, only plastic surgery would change that, and that's not something I'd ever do. So then there's my body. My body has never been "skinny" but I've definitely be thinner, when I was out dancing 5-6 nights a week. After I stopped doing that, and got into a LTR, I gained like 25-30. Not good. Been on me ever since. It's ridiculous. I know in my brain that if I were to go to the gym a few days a week, I would be able to lose some weight. However, it's so freaking boring to go there. And I'm always so tired and drained from work lately as they are pushing my a$$ into the ground. It sucks, when the answer is so clear, yet your body and mind just won't play along. Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 Seems like someone is in need of a cold shower Actually, I'm about to hit the showers... laundry and work await me! -tp a man's work is from sun to sun, but tp's work is never done Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 I believe tp when he says you're gorgeous. I have plenty of pics of her to prove it. And yes, she's clothed in ALL of them. LOL -tp say cheese Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 19, 2007 Share Posted August 19, 2007 It's ridiculous. I know in my brain that if I were to go to the gym a few days a week, I would be able to lose some weight. However, it's so freaking boring to go there. And I'm always so tired and drained from work lately as they are pushing my a$$ into the ground. It sucks, when the answer is so clear, yet your body and mind just won't play along. I'm the same way.... I belong to a great gym with all the modern "toys" in it... I just rarely go. My job, as you know, is very physical (a LOT of lifting, walking, etc...), so after a day (and sometimes day AND night) of busting my ass in a busy restaurant, last thing I want to think about is MORE exercise. I do know that if I got my ass to the gym 3-4x a week like I should be, I'd be looking pretty hot right now, considering that I DO lose weight quickly when I'm in a "routine". I wish you lived closer so we could be gym buddies. But we could force each other to go to the gym... you know, the whole "keeping each other accountable" thing. I know you prefer going at night, I prefer the mornings, but we could nag the hell out of each other to go... That way, we'd both lose some weight to make room for our Saturday night LS/Ice cream fests to celebrate how great our lives are! -tp sooooooooooooooo smart Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 19, 2007 Author Share Posted August 19, 2007 yeah i'd never ever go to the gym in the morning. I can't even get up to go to work, let alone to go to a gym. plus I dont like the whole having to bring all my crap there to get ready for work. it's much easier for men. You dont have to tote around curling irons and hair dryers and makeup and all that crap. So after work, I can come home all gross and well, nobody gives a crap. I thought about going today, but then tomorrow I'd be really sore for my audition, so if I am to do any exercise today, it'll just be cardio type. Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 20, 2007 Share Posted August 20, 2007 At my gym, guys in the locker room dry their pubes with the hand dryers in the locker room. lol -tp smells like teen....err.. old man balls Link to post Share on other sites
underpants Posted August 20, 2007 Share Posted August 20, 2007 How do you go about controlling your own illogical thoughts? Thoughts like "i'll never love again" or "nobody will ever want me" or things of that nature that you've told yourself before and certainly have gone on to realize weren't true. I know I've thought these things after other breakups, but well, I guess you forget how to ward it off. Is it simply letting yourself feel that way and you'll climb out, or is it a particular thing you need to constantly try to push out? I guess I'm just feeling down today. Welcome to the female mind. Scary huh? I have been to this place more then a few times. Like someone else posted it is a familiar path. In my sort of (vast) experience. I would ponder that in this state. You are one step away from the next romantic experience. Meaning once you give up on romantic relationships completely. You are then forced to deal with yourself and learn to like being alone with yourself. Then it does indeed rain men. Oh no....it won't be long for you. You will soon musically muse some man's heart. Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 20, 2007 Author Share Posted August 20, 2007 Oh no....it won't be long for you. You will soon musically muse some man's heart. From your lips to God's ears, Unders. :-) I hope so. but I hope he only comes to me when I'm ready to deal with him. He doesn't want me just yet... I'm still up. Not tired. And nervous for my audition tomorrow at 830pm. Grrr. I hope they want me! I checked them out already, and already know I'm in if they should offer...we'll see. Guess if it's meant to be.... Link to post Share on other sites
MagnoliaJane Posted August 21, 2007 Share Posted August 21, 2007 Aria, I see it's 8:35 pm now - you're auditioning! Please post afterwards to tell us how it went!!! I somehow believe it's a vicious circle. You can only start "working on yourself" when you feel good, which makes you feel better... Then, the opposite is, you can't work on yourself when you feel like sh*t. No energy, no courage, no desire... I always think that trying to do a little each day (not the huge plans, but the small steps) might be the answer. What do you think? My fingers are still crossed -MJ Link to post Share on other sites
Teacher's Pet Posted August 21, 2007 Share Posted August 21, 2007 I texted her well-wishes today. I'm so excited for her! -tp feeling his muse again, too Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 21, 2007 Author Share Posted August 21, 2007 It means so much to me to come home from the audition and see that people were thinking of me at the time I was supposed to be auditioning. So sweet. Here's the rundown. I was like 9 minutes late because I got a little bit lost (the studio was kinda hidden) but I got there and the drummer wasn't there yet anyway, so I had to wait with them. I guess we got started around 8:55pm even though he had his next auditionee starting at 9. Oops. I sang: Hit Me With Your Best Shot Love Shack Man, I feel like a woman I want you to want me Before he cheats I did really well, despite waking up sick today. Something sinus related I dont know. I hope it goes away. I didn't get to practice as much as I wanted to, but all turned out fine. They were very complimentary of my voice and said I did a great job and that it was "very likely" when I said I hope to see you guys again. So, we'll see. They had 2 others after me tonight, and they have some again next week, so I guess I won't hear until next week. He didn't reply to my email (he was just online) so darn. Guess we'll see... Keep your fingers crossed for me! Link to post Share on other sites
directx Posted August 21, 2007 Share Posted August 21, 2007 Im not being a jerk or a wise guy or anything, but I totally embrace my illogical thinking. I don't know why. Link to post Share on other sites
Author AriaIncognito Posted August 21, 2007 Author Share Posted August 21, 2007 We already knew you were illogical from the fact that you like Jen best on Big Brother 8 hahaha :-) Sometimes I'm ok with my nonsense. Sometimes I'm not. The day I started this thread, I wasn't. Today, I don't know. I'm still on a high from singing with a band. God I love it. Link to post Share on other sites
directx Posted August 21, 2007 Share Posted August 21, 2007 Well, embrace what makes you different and you you. Yeah, you are not always going to think perfect or correct things, but you know the difference between right and wrong. That band singing sounds like fuN! Link to post Share on other sites
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