Jmina Posted August 15, 2007 Posted August 15, 2007 Is loosing someone to death the same as loosing someone out your life from a break up?? I am so in love with my ex, i just see her as this shining beautiful clever smart talented sexy woman! i saw it much more than others and i saw it from the moment i met her. i will always love her forever. always. the thing is i dont think she was ever in love with me because she doesnt understand me when i say i will always love you. she thinks im dribbling ****.. i tried to compare it to something close to her so she would understand how much of a loss i felt from loosing her for what felt like would be forever as she said she wasnt interested in being friends and she got very much affended by it. i said what is the difference between my loss of you and your loss of your nanna? i still have to greive for you like you have died as you want to disapear from my life for what seems like forever. you wont understand but i will love you forever. i was totally and utterly shocked as i was speaking from heart and was no way at all wanting to affend her. i just wanted her to know my loss and that i will love her forever. and i am happy to love her from afar. now i wish i never said because it hurt her and it hurt me. is there a difference from me loosing her and her loosing her nanna? i dont know. i have lost my pop and it was a big loss., but it was different.... i guess its just different for everyone. view please rediculously naieve jmina.
Recommended Posts