alex07 Posted August 8, 2007 Posted August 8, 2007 I don't even know where to begin...I could write pages and pages on everything thats happened...But really my ex girlfriend pretty much makes me want to die...I love her so much, and I know im young but I have for about two years...since the first day I met her...I guess the main reason is because shes the only one who ever made me feel truly loved...and now its gone...But ever since we broke up every 4 months or so shed call me and wed end up seeing eachother and making out and stuff like we always did before and I'd think wed get back together but we never have. This has gone on for almost a year and a half...she has cheated on like 3 ppl with me and one is her current boyfriend who shes been dating for like 8months =(...Hes 19 and shes 16...I know that shes young and stupid and everything, but that guys a real *******...Anyways it had been like 4 months since I last talked to her and everyday I think about her still...And she called and asked what my plans were for fall and stuff...I missed her call but I IMd her which I havent for who knows how long and she had to go soon but...I just wanted to cry when her away message said @ her BF's house and getting a shower...First off we messed around alot and if she had gotten a shower at my house it would end up us both...Im so scared she messes around with him because we did after like 3 weeks...and we were really talking about sex too...My dumbass actually didnt when we had both planned to... Anyways I guess what im asking is has any1 else been extremely obsessed and in love with a person for a long time, but found someone else eventually? Im starting college soon, but Ive tried with a few girls and they always say they thought they loved me at one time but then eventually stopped...And it always ends up being the same thing...IDK I just want my ex back and would do anything.
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