matwithonet Posted August 1, 2007 Posted August 1, 2007 Why if she can take the easy way out and break up with me and not try and work things out, why can't I take the easy way out. It just doesn't make any sense to me.
Author matwithonet Posted August 1, 2007 Author Posted August 1, 2007 It's been almost three months and it still hurts so bad. She says she still loves me, without me even asking if she does. She says the only reason we aren't together, is because she is scared that I will go back to my old ways of messing around in school and with my jobs. But why does she get to take the easy out and I don't. There is a very easy way to get out of these stupid restless nights and having to think about her all the time.
amaysngrace Posted August 1, 2007 Posted August 1, 2007 1-800-SUICIDE 1-800-273-TALK Every problem has a solution. Hurting yourself and those you love is not a good option. XO
Author matwithonet Posted August 1, 2007 Author Posted August 1, 2007 See I've thought about that. But to tell you the truth, most of my friends and loved ones would get over in a couple years. And this pain sucks really freaking bad. And I'm just sick of it. 3 months of not sleeping. I just don't know how to deal with it anymore.
amaysngrace Posted August 1, 2007 Posted August 1, 2007 You're kidding yourself if you think that killing yourself will be forgotten by your loved ones in any time less than a lifetime. They will think of it every day for the rest of their lives. Life is a bunch of tests. Right now you are facing one of those tests. To see how strong you are. Don't be a lay down. Stand up and show the world what you're made of. Show your girl what you're made of. And if you need help along the way, there's nothing wrong in asking. You aren't the first one to feel overwhelmed in emotion. Most everyone has gotten through tough times with the help of others. Don't be afraid to ask for help. 1-800-SUICIDE 1-800-273-TALK
SierraMarie Posted August 1, 2007 Posted August 1, 2007 My advice would be to spend some time apart from her. Focus on yourself.
Woggle Posted August 1, 2007 Posted August 1, 2007 No woman is worth your life. You have your whole life ahead of you and in time you will get over so take some steps to improve your life without her.
BlueEyedSarah Posted August 1, 2007 Posted August 1, 2007 See I've thought about that. But to tell you the truth, most of my friends and loved ones would get over in a couple years. And this pain sucks really freaking bad. And I'm just sick of it. 3 months of not sleeping. I just don't know how to deal with it anymore. If you try to kill yourself then you don't know what you will miss with this girl. She may give you a secand chance down the line, especially since she has admitted to you that she still loves you.
Author matwithonet Posted August 1, 2007 Author Posted August 1, 2007 I know Sarah. And I thank the rest of you for talking to me. I just getting really bad thoughts in my head sometimes. And I know it's worse than what it should be because I actually imagine it in my head. But everything that is happening makes me question my faith and if there is no God then what reprocusions could happen if I did. I would just sit in the ground and decompose. And everyone keeps telling me, "Things always work out" but come on, there are homeless people that die homeless, obviously things didn't work out. I just don't understand and sometimes I just don't want to deal with it and take the easy way out.
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