my body is a cage Posted July 27, 2007 Posted July 27, 2007 Remember those threads I posted about this ****ED UP group of kids? http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t120352/ I should have listened when everyone told me never to see them again. I listened and have only seen very sparsley, but I'm retarded for not stopping seeing them completely. I'm also dumb because I hooked up with my ex FWB's brother. Multiple times. And everything was going GREAT until people found out. His brother and I are more alike because we both do really well in school, are sometimes quiet, and like to party, basically. We had a lot to talk about and hooked up for a whille before anyone found out. I liked that it was secret because no one bothered us about it like this group likes to, and it was more sincere because no one pressured us, like this group also likes to do, and it made me feel like I'm actually not as repulsive as this group likes to make me feel. However, when ex FWB found out, all hell broke loose. Ex FWB started being REALLY mean to me for no reason. He called me retarded on every occasion he could, called me ugly, called me bland... he took every oppurtunilty to put me down and make me feel like a worthless human being. Eventually I snapped o, yelled at him, and his response is, 'DID YOU OR DIDN'T YOU SUCK MY BROTHERS DICK?! you WHORE!!!' [Just for the record: I didn't 'suck his dick' until the fourth time we hooked up and it was reciprocated and only for about one minute both ways.] After that he proceeded to put me down until I started bawling because he made me feel like CRAP and his friend had to comfort me and hug me and smoke a joint with me to make me feel better. His friend apologized for them ever hurting me, blah blah blah. Well, so, yesterrday I hung out with those kids again. WHY do I keep going back? But yeah, I decided i didn't want to deal with their bull****. Little brother was making out with this really slutty girl (I hate calling girls sluts but this girl... she had sex with the older brother, who still has a gf btw even though I told her everything he's done to her, sucked his friends dick, tried to have sex with the younger brother and another friend but they couldn't because they couldn't get it hard.... all in the same day.) I realized it couldn't work out with little brother because of my history with the older brother (who I DESPERATELY wish I had never touched) so I had already basically called things off. I didn't really care that he was making out with that girl, but I didn't want to chill with those kids ever. But none of them drive, and my friend who drives and was chilling with us left, and I didn't want to have to deal with driving them around and all that **** so I left too and they were stuck at this park ha. Kind of bitchy of me, but they've done so much **** to me I don't even care. I left to go pick up my friend to go on this guy's yacht (SOOO much nicer than hanging out with these lowlives... they had a bartender that kept making me fruity drinks ) and they keep calling me pissed off that I stranded them so I'm like fine I'll pick you up and take you into town (they were in backcountry.) I cram all 7 of them into my car, slut girl included, and the older brother sits in the trunk. Now, all the friends are being like, EXTRA polite to me. The younger brother, who had been weird to me since I basically ended things, was telling his brother not to talk **** when he started. Then they kept asking to turn the music up... the music they didn't like that my friend was playing. I don't know if they were all in on the plan or not but I hear a loud scream from the girl who is sitting in the back with the older bother. The younger brother asks for a hug before he leaves. I hug him and he looks at me and goes, 'Don't take it the whack way...' and I was like I'm not? Then I drive away and notice that somthing smells like beer. I'm like ****, someone spilled beer to **** me over. The smell is coming from the trunk, I touch something sticky in the dark and think ****, did someone cum in my trunk? Then I turn the light on and see PUKE. all over. The older brother can make himself puke on command. Without fingers. These kids, they're scary smart in some ways with the control they have over thier bodies and abilities to exploit people, steal, etc. But yeah. The girl screamed because he threw up. And THEN, because he has no morals or sense of remorse, he took his puke and wrote, "**** YOU LEONORA" in puke on my window. Now this pisses me off because once upon a time, we WERE friends. I think he's just mad because he knows I'm over him. No one understands what his deal is and says hes backwards. He is a very, very angry kid. His friend, who is also (or was) my close friend was like he likes you you know. That's why he tries so hard to make you mad. He CANNOT stop talking about you. I guess that makes sense... because since when does he have a problem with girls hooking up with people? I mean, how can he justify his actions as because I hooked up with his brother who is actually nice to me and I like? It also pisses me off because I don't know if everyone else was in on it or not. I presume everyone was mad at me because I stranded them there, but whatever, I'm not their ****ing chaffuer!! Anyway, AFTER all of that, I'm on the yacht, havign a nice time (sort of... the kids mostly sucked but I was enjoying free drinks, laying on the deck, talking to GIRLfriends because I hate men at this poiint) and he CALLS me. He says, 'Whats good *******?' me "nothing... I'm on the boat...?" him: "OF COURSE nothings good with you you piece of ****.' me: "WHY are you calling me?" him: "Because you're a piece of ****." me: 'whatever. you puked in my car, sorry chelsea called you, whatever, bye.' WTF?!?!?!!
Cobra_X30 Posted July 27, 2007 Posted July 27, 2007 I really feel bad for you. You should be spending Zero time with this group of kids, they are sucking out your soul. It is sad that little brother doesnt have the guts to stand up for you, but seriously what do you expect from this group of retards. Im not sure where you live but there has to be other people living there besides these fools. I had a friend much like your FWB guy in highschool. Every time he hurts and insults you, he is using that to build himself up. Seriously he will do this until he breaks you and controls you, and the more you talk to him, spend time around him, the more he believes its working. I could tell you some messed up stories of what happens when you keep letting this group break you down.
jcster Posted July 27, 2007 Posted July 27, 2007 These people aren't your friends. These are a bunch of f*cked up losers who are using you for their own egos and rides. How do I know this? I hung out with the same type of losers when I was your age. You will never know how messed up these people are until you get away from them for good. Trust me, if you hang out with them too long, you will start turning into them. Work on your self-respect, stop messing around with the FWB and the FWB's brother. Just stop.
Author my body is a cage Posted July 27, 2007 Author Posted July 27, 2007 I could tell you some messed up stories of what happens when you keep letting this group break you down. Let's hear them?
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