iamTHROUGH Posted July 24, 2007 Posted July 24, 2007 I really don't know what's wrong with me. I'm still not over my ex and it's been past a year and a half. I'm ashamed to say that. He treated me badly but for whatever reason I can't get past this. I don't talk to my friends about it because I know they'll be in disbelief that I'm not over it. I do go to therapy but that only does so much. I try my hardest to have extracurricular activities, stay busy, and sometimes just feel my emotions and I've gotten nowhere. How do I just move on? I made a post a few days ago that I'm finally through and that I won't respond to this person but I know in my heart that's not the case. Ugh, I really hate this. Added to this, I have always had problems with depression so sometimes I don't know if what i'm feeling is really about my ex or if I'm just depressed in general. How horrible. Hugs to everyone out there... Also, I can't stop making imaginary comparisons between me and my ex. I imagine that he's out there having the time of his life, ****ing several women, using people, and living it up. It makes me feel like I'm inferior.
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