alexa137 Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 i have alot of mixed emotions going on right now--i found out i was pregnant two weeks ago(bad timing!) and now i dont really want it bcause i feel it will cause so many problems for everyone mostly me! my boyfriend is starting to act rude and ignorant and weve been fighting bcause he gets mad if i am checking up on him all the time--i dont want to act that way but i cant help it since i dont trust him from him previously cheating on me--i was ready to kick him out again and decided to take a test and boom! positive! i cried! i feel like if i am carrying your baby i have every right to know where you are if you are not at work or with me! he sees it differently-but i am not allowed to go anywhere! huh! i decided to write him a little note and put it in his car bfore he left for work this morning-havent heard from him-- the funny thing is a month or so ago when we got back together he was asking me everyday to marry him and all this sweet talk(oh and weve been talking about it since he gave me a diamond ring in october, he would say get pregnant and i will marry you, and i woul say marry me and you can try on our honeymoon!) well look now! he even got the ring out of my jewelry box and put it on my finger and proposed last month- well now i dont wear it anymore bcause i believe its a lie! basically i dont trust him and probably never will but i told him i dont want to havthis baby if hes not committed to me, i said i dont want to do this alone again( i ahve a 10 yr old daughter who doesnt know or has never seen her father) i refuse to that again! i am so confused i go to therapy biweekly
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