ruby_gloom Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 you guys, please remind me to leave my phone in my car next time i go out. or to take the battery out. or to, you know, just not call anybody--especially a certain somebody. nooo. /)_(\
Touche Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 you guys, please remind me to leave my phone in my car next time i go out. or to take the battery out. or to, you know, just not call anybody--especially a certain somebody. nooo. /)_(\ Who'd you call? Was it the ex? Or was it our boy? (Oh god NOOOOOO!) Ok, young lady you take out the battery and hide from yourself before you start drinking. (Now if only I could follow my own advice!)
Chinook Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 you guys, please remind me to leave my phone in my car next time i go out. or to take the battery out. or to, you know, just not call anybody--especially a certain somebody. nooo. /)_(\ Okay... so you wanna explain this...? I'm confused (doesn't take much I know!)
Author ruby_gloom Posted July 22, 2007 Author Posted July 22, 2007 no, i didn't call him. i called the exbf. i swear i think i called him like 20 times. ugh. i'd call, he'd answer, and i'd hang up. sometimes he'd led the call go into voicemail, but i'd still call again, and he'd pick up--again. he kept saying stuff like, "who is this? come on, talk to me." he was with his friend. like twice his friend answered his phone, so i'd just hang up. but then he picked up and whispered, "hey, hey. i love you too." :sick: i swear, i knew i was in the wrong and that i should've kept calling, but i just . . . did it anyway. awww, man, touche! i wonder if he knew it was me.
Touche Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 no, i didn't call him. i called the exbf. i swear i think i called him like 20 times. ugh. i'd call, he'd answer, and i'd hang up. sometimes he'd led the call go into voicemail, but i'd still call again, and he'd pick up--again. he kept saying stuff like, "who is this? come on, talk to me." he was with his friend. like twice his friend answered his phone, so i'd just hang up. but then he picked up and whispered, "hey, hey. i love you too." :sick: i swear, i knew i was in the wrong and that i should've kept calling, but i just . . . did it anyway. awww, man, touche! i wonder if he knew it was me. Don't be so hard on yourself. I mean it could have been worse right? At least it was just your ex and not you know who? I mean that would just be so humiliating...ugh. Ok, seriously..I wouldn't worry about it. So what if he thought it was you? What's the difference really? I mean think about it. It doesn't really change anything, right? Just make up your mind that you won't do it again. Ok, now stop beating yourself up over this, ok?
Author ruby_gloom Posted July 22, 2007 Author Posted July 22, 2007 Don't be so hard on yourself. I mean it could have been worse right? At least it was just your ex and not you know who? I mean that would just be so humiliating...ugh. Ok, seriously..I wouldn't worry about it. So what if he thought it was you? What's the difference really? I mean think about it. It doesn't really change anything, right? Just make up your mind that you won't do it again. Ok, now stop beating yourself up over this, ok? no, i think it would have been better if i had called you know who. at least i wouldn't have made a dumbass of myself. if anything, calling the exbf is way more embarrassing. i know he knows it was me. it was only totally obvious! when he said he loved me too, i almost threw up. i'm serious. i'm not saying he means it because i know he doesn't, but when he said that it was completely obvious he knew it was me, and i thought, "oh jeez, what am i doing?" and you'd think i stopped after that, but nope. he did this one thing where he presses a button on the number pad of the phone--an inside joke of ours--and i hung up. again. and i called. again. and then he didn't aswer. and i finally stopped. it's so retarded. why?? i feel bad because now i look and feel like an idiot. because i told him last time i saw him i wouldn't contact him. but look at what i did. ps: chinook, this is just me being stupid again.
melodymatters Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 Awwww, I love the B4R fan ( or is it anti-fan ?) club !!! I haven't met anyone in RL, and my closest person geographically is Tony the mod ! Ruby, obviously he was flattered and wasn't a dick about it so just put it behind you,everyone drunk dials once in a while. And Touche : Damn girl, you get better looking every day !
Touche Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 Aww, Melody thanks. You're such a sweetheart. No, Ruby. It wouldn't have been better to call you know who. Seriously. Like I said, the fact that you called him won't change anything one way or the other. If you two were going to get back together, the calls wouldn't make any difference whatsoever. Melody is right. We've all done that. It's not the worst thing a person can do you know. Stop being so hard on yourself. So Melody..have you met Tony yet? I bet he's something else, huh?
Storyrider Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 Oh, Ruby... Is your heart like a moth flying into the candle flame? Luckily it is only the phone. It can't hurt you. Entiendo como te sientes totalmente. (See, I will cheer you up by making you laugh at my bad Spanish.)
Author ruby_gloom Posted July 23, 2007 Author Posted July 23, 2007 Oh, Ruby... Is your heart like a moth flying into the candle flame? gracias por tu simpatia, story. and yes, that's my heart. sometimes i wish the flame would just eat the moth already. sigh. i feel really annoyed. i remember thinking to myself that i needed to not call, but i did it anyway. i know it's not the worst thing ever, but it kind of is for me because i'm trying to make improvements, and then i just set myself all the way back. now he knows who i think about at 3 am after having had too much scotch. We'll get 'em next time, champ.
KittenMoon Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 Oh, ruby. What have we learned about our guys and their ambivalence?
Trialbyfire Posted July 23, 2007 Posted July 23, 2007 If you haven't memorized his phone number, delete it from your contacts list. It will stop you from calling during those scotch, neat, moments. I think most of us can relate to those weak moments, whether alcohol influenced or not, so don't be so hard on yourself. When I have those moments, I just keep busy with other things. Remember, they're an ex for a reason or so I keep telling myself...
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