iamTHROUGH Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 I know the title of this is dramatic but today I am officially through with my ex of 2 years. He treated me like ****, cheated on me, and then after he broke up with me, he has kept trying to talk to me throughout these 2 years. I did everything I could at first but have gradually gotten sucked back into this horrible game. He will talk to me then not talk to me and will lead me on. I'm not dating anyone right now. When I did start dating someone, he magically came back but I ignored him as I was in a relationship. Then when I broke up with my boyfriend, he came out of the blue again and starts contacting me. I always thought that maybe this would finally be the time that he would tell me that he realized that he made a mistake, but this never happened. This happened a few nights ago again. Instead of continuing this sick cycle, I am ****ing finished. I mean it this time. This is why I'm making this post here. I'm sick of the head games. I tried letting go and it seemed like every time I was about to, he popped back up. I'm making new MSN name, new email, and new phone. I am going to really try and move on this time and visually picture this person gone from my life. This will be a shock to him cause I never gave any indication I was gonna do this, but guess what? I don't give a ****. I'm done caring about his feelings. I want to send this post so I can mark this date, July 21, 2007 as the day of my freedom. No longer will I seek after someone that is disrespectful, cruel, and has made horrible comments to me in the past. Then without an apology pretends to be my friend and tries to put me on the backburner. I will only now allow respectful, loving, caring people in my life. He is not one of these people. Goodbye *******. Thanks for the ****ty memories. I did learn a lot, such as staying away from people as back-stabbing as you. Normally, I would feel bad for doing this without saying goodbye but you don't even deserve that word. My silence will speak volumes.
Freedom Now Posted July 22, 2007 Posted July 22, 2007 I have done the same thing to TWO men who have been dicking in my life. And today is the day that I put a stop to both of them in my life. No more ambivalence. NO MORE. I am so, so sick of it. If I am gonna be lonely, I am gonna be lonely alone. Period.
Recommended Posts