emmaUK Posted July 18, 2007 Posted July 18, 2007 the more i think of it.. the more i feel that me n the BF are jsut not right for each other.. trouble is ... i adore him. i really been thinkin today that a split would prob be for the best but i know that once i do it... i wil lbe feeling that overwealming sick feeling and missing him so much and wanting him back so desperatly. we split up a few months back and i cried myself to sleep nearly every night and was a mess. i dont wanna mess him around and chop n change buit i know how much i do love him and how hard it will be and i know there is the biggest chance of me feeling to horrible to keep up with the split and go running back saying i made a mistake i know yuo will say to surround myself with friends but that isnt easy as im on my own alot of the time since havng my daughter and moved away from all friends and dont have a great deal of money to be getting buses and trains to see them. how the F do u finish with someone that you love with all your heart but you know deep down that you will prob be better off with someone else its killin me.. my brain in severly frazzled
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