Author Chinook Posted August 3, 2007 Author Posted August 3, 2007 Yeah your posting have helped me. I am like you in the sense that I get up from bad times. THis was a very bad time, this time.....I got my heart broken for the first time. Not good. So I just want to get away. If I see him I want to not be where I am now. I want to be better and stronger so I can make it. Meaning not be sad or cry or have a meltdownI'm glad sharing what it feels like helps. It kinda makes it a little easier to bear knowing that sharing helps others who feel pretty bad too. I'm sure though, you'll be okay if you ever do see him again. All you'll have to think about is how much pain he's caused you so far. I know for me that would be enough to make me be very cold towards him, even in a situation where I had to socialise with him - I really think I would be a very different girl to the one he knew after everything he did to me. What I keep in mind is that someone who loves me, cares for me and respects me, would not treat me how he did. Not in a million years. It's that I have faith in - I know that because that's what I gave and the right person can return it without thinking about it and without it being so hard. My only mistake was not recognising it in the beginning. But, would I take the risk again...? Maybe not right now, but maybe one day when I'm not so fragile and I'm more equipped and less naive about people.
AriaIncognito Posted August 4, 2007 Posted August 4, 2007 Thanks for the well wishes, chinook. It's been a long time since I've cried over him, but i still think of him daily and it pisses me off. I wish I didn't care. I wish I never loved him. It definitely sucks. I just wish I could meet someone to distract me, though I know I'm not ready for that, so it won't happen.
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