10 months...still not over him:s

[Anne-dree-ahh]

Alright sooo I feel like a complete lunatic because I'm still not over my ex....here's the story..we were together for about 2.5 yrs he's my first love and my first everything really...we broke up and its been 10 months now and i still cant find myself to get over him ...oh and he's my neighbour btw...just to top it all off with a cherry! He's now got a new gf it's been about 2.5 months for them..and about a month ago he came to me n we talked and hung out and well..he cheated on her with me...i dont feel bad about it but i knwo it doesnt help my situation with him..when he calls me sometimes for odd things i always give in..i never say no i dont know whats wrong with me i think about him 24.7 every single thing i do reminds me of him in some way or another becasue we were together everyday soo we have ALOT of memories..i would move away but school's preventing me from doing that i have to stick around and i cant move out because i cant afford it..so im stuck here with him still as my neighbour adnd being a constant reminder of what i cant have...it's so hard to live when i cant even go outside and relax...his parents go by or he does..n its tough:(...i probably sound like a lil kid but im actually 19 and hes 18...any advice before i end up going into a mental institute?

[Trialbyfire]

Yes. Tell him to leave you alone. You don't deserve to be his booty call and you shouldn't be making access to your help so easy. No wonder you're still not over him because he's kept you on the backburner.

 

Let...him...go!

[JCD]

Since you can't avoid seeing him, I suggest you stop talking to him. That will alleviate some of the pain but not all until you stop seeing him. It's going to be tough for you so hang in there.

[nylah]

I'm so sorry for you...it doesn't matter what age you are honey, pain is pain...I know it's terrible for you, but you have got to stay away from him, and don't let him use you....you are so much better than that...