drizzle Posted July 9, 2007 Posted July 9, 2007 My wife and I were having some huge problems and she had told me it was over and she wanted a divorce. I was feeling so bad I went and had a one-nighter just to feel good for a change. Well, my wife and I are trying to reconcile now but I am suffering huge guilt for being stupid. First, we didn't use a condom, so now I am terrified of having gotten an STD or gotten the OW pregnant. I'm not normally much of a praying man, but you can bet I'm praying now!! If there is anyone reading this even thinking about doing what I did, DON'T! I can barely stand to live with the guilt, shame, and fear. I can't get an STD test for a few weeks yet and don't even know if I should contact the OW about pregnancy. I hope to God she isn't pregnant, and if she is, hope she will get an abortion. I really hate myself these days.
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