SweetOlive Posted July 9, 2007 Posted July 9, 2007 Here is to you MIKE, I can't believe I fell for all those empty words you whispered into my ear. How you would make a strong effort to make this work.How much you love meYou would never let me goYou would marry meHow you would be my back bone through all the hard timesI was #1 to youYou would do everything for meLove me till the day you dieNever cheat or hurt me deliberatelyAnd the list goes on. But the sad part is that this isn't your fault. Its my fault for allowing you to destroy me the way you have. You come in and out of my life as you please hey who wouldn't want that. Now I see that I need to change my life for me and only me. So here is to you and all your stupidity. Here is to you for all the timed you broke my heart and made me cry. I will be able to finally leave the thought of you behind. Because for 4 years I've been feeling self pity and disappointment. And you know what, I hope you find this awesome site and read all my thoughts. Because some way some how you will recognized you did me wrong. Now I state to you this is NC day #1. I will always love you but some day I will be out of love with you. writing this helped me right now, and maybe it will come back and bite me in the butt. But damn it felt good, you should try it too.
funkybassplayer Posted July 9, 2007 Posted July 9, 2007 . You come in and out of my life as you please hey who wouldn't want that.. ME i would'nt want that!
littlekitty Posted July 9, 2007 Posted July 9, 2007 It's good to let it all out. Write the things you'd like to say to him here, and keep up the NC. At least you've made the break. We have to decide that we refuse to be treated badly any longer and move on. Once you've done that it's easier to eventually move on to better things and find the person who will treat you like you deserve. Karma will bite him on the ass sooner or later. He may or may not ever realise how badly he's treated you, but some day he'll get his just desserts!
funkybassplayer Posted July 9, 2007 Posted July 9, 2007 Karma will bite him on the ass sooner or later. He may or may not ever realise how badly he's treated you, but some day he'll get his just desserts! very true, what goes round comes around, thats why i think leave these people to mess up there own lives. They will drag there crap around with them and dump on people, and they do it cos there selfish, they dont have the guts to step back and see what and who they are.
littlekitty Posted July 9, 2007 Posted July 9, 2007 Karma will bite him on the ass sooner or later. He may or may not ever realise how badly he's treated you, but some day he'll get his just desserts! very true, what goes round comes around, thats why i think leave these people to mess up there own lives. They will drag there crap around with them and dump on people, and they do it cos there selfish, they dont have the guts to step back and see what and who they are. Absolutely! There are very selfish people. They don't have the guts to take a look inside and what they really are, and how badly they treat people. That said, some people don't mean to hurt others. Sometimes it happens to the best of us, that we hurt someone we didn't mean to. I guess it depends on the whole story. But I feel for the OP.
funkybassplayer Posted July 9, 2007 Posted July 9, 2007 that is very true, at heart my ex was really nice, but she also had a horrible selfish side, and while your in it, it seems easy to overlook the bad parts. She pushed me away, and i guess i also hurt her, but there was no commitment on her part, or at least only what she could be bothered to give me. Maybe the new guy in her life will bring out the best in her.
Author SweetOlive Posted July 9, 2007 Author Posted July 9, 2007 It's good to let it all out. Write the things you'd like to say to him here, and keep up the NC. At least you've made the break. We have to decide that we refuse to be treated badly any longer and move on. Once you've done that it's easier to eventually move on to better things and find the person who will treat you like you deserve. Karma will bite him on the ass sooner or later. He may or may not ever realise how badly he's treated you, but some day he'll get his just desserts! I hope this break stays and he finds "his happiness through everyone else" When carma finds him, I just dont want to be the one he tries to find again.
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