Kelso Posted July 8, 2007 Posted July 8, 2007 Hey everyone - I've been posting on the Second Chances forum ... but this one seems to be more active and I really need some inputs here. My ex and I broke up about 8 months ago. We only dated for about 5-6 months. The relationship wasn't working, due to circumstances (no privacy etc.), so we called it quits (she initiated it). It felt so good in the beginning but as the time went by I realized that I wanted her more than ever then. But she didn't want to be in a relationship, not with me or anyone else. I met her for the first time in 8 months on Friday, week ago. We chatted for about 5 minutes and it was soooo good to meet again. On Saturday night I met her again - again just out on the street. She asked if I wanted to go with her and her sister to a certain pub. We did and we held each other hands all the time and we had a really nice time like the old days. I asked her if she wanted to meet for a lunch later in the week. Which we did on Thursday. Met at a restaurant and chatted for about 1H15M. This leads us to this weekend. I went on a camping trip with some of my friends. Actually it was a little festival arranged by my faculty in my university. She was there and we again had such a good time - all of us. Laughing, talking, smiling and stuff. When we had gotten quite drunk we started to talk about our relationship a little. It was just for a short time. She told me that I hurt her incredibly by blocking her on MSN and not talking to her at all. This was an advice from you guys (NC). I don't regret that one minute. We ended up cuddling in her tent. Along with her sister who came in the tent later. There was nothing sexual going on. Just cuddling. The second night we also had so much fun together. Talked and laughed and again had really good time. She went to sleep early - as she was driving the car the morning after and wanted to get a good nights sleep. She went to sleep with her friend (a girl) in the tent I kept on partying for about 1-2 hours with her sister. My ex didn't asked if I wanted to crash in her tent again. And I actually didn't pressure her - didn't want to come on too strong. I woke up quite early this morning as I had to leave for this family thing. I came by at their tent and she was lying alone in the tent asleep. I woke her up and we were lying there for about 10 minutes. Then I said goodbye and kissed her on the cheek not knowing at all when I will see her again. I've added her back to my MSN since I want her so much back in my life. We had a brief chat earlier today. I just don't know how to express my interest to her without looking like an ass. I have no idea if she has any of those feelings I had in my stomach the whole weekend and I'm here to get to see your opinions. How can I approach her and express my feelings without scaring her off. This unknown is just sooooo ****ing annoying...
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