Jmina Posted July 5, 2007 Posted July 5, 2007 It's been 2 months since we broke up. you seem to be getting on really well with your life.. which i have mixed feelings about. i dont want you to be sad and unhappy at all...but i hate that your so happy and im so miserable.your happy even though you said it was going to take you a long time.. you obviously dont want to be my friend, so that is something i have to deal with now too... i would never tell you any of this... you dont deserve to know my deepest feelings anymore... since you ripped my heart out... im so angry at you, im so hurt, i thought we were going to be okay...even as friends...but you were so cold and distant when we swapped things..you didnt even ask how i was...you didnt wish me anything before you left, and to make it worse you brought that person in the car with you...was that to rub it in my face?????? a week and a half ago when we setteled things you were kind and you were being nice to me,you said i think we will be able to be friends much sooner.... because you loved me as a person and as a friend right?...now your so cold ...i havnt done anything, i havnt even spoken to you.. guys how do i get over my ex??????? we are in NC ..we spoke about 2 weeks ago, and sorted alot out and we both felt much more peaceful after that...and then just a few days ago only to swap stuff...in between there has been no contact and there wont be for a very long time now... it is SO HARD i want this rollarcoaster to be over!! i day dream of going missing...just to see if my ex would even care ergh help? i just want to stop my ex controlling my thoughts!! Thanks Jmina
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