Chinook Posted June 27, 2007 Posted June 27, 2007 I guess, I kinda pushed it to the point of breaking. Original story is here. It's weird how I was really indifferent to it before it happened - but now I've been dumped, it feels pretty painful. I can't work out how two people who cared about each other, both turn into complete control freaks and basically push each other's buttons until the whole thing breaks and someone walks away. I guess given how I was feeling I should feel relieved. But I don't. It just feels incredibly painful and sad. I've been in break-up hell before though, I know the drill - no contact; eat properly; sleep properly; exercise; talk etc blahblahblah. Doesn't help make it less painful though - that's the only thing.
KittenMoon Posted June 27, 2007 Posted June 27, 2007 Awww, Chinook. Sorry to see your return here. How's your health doing? Anyways, I think you are very lucky for being able to move on from your past LTR. It's admirable to me, because I have still been unable to. You've done it before, you can do it again- and hopefully this time will be the last.
Author Chinook Posted June 27, 2007 Author Posted June 27, 2007 Hi Kitten! Nice to see a friendly face around. Health is doing good. I did another marathon this last April and a half Ironman triathlon in June. I'm hoping the oncologist will be discharging me in September. As for moving on, yeah it took me a long time since the split. Was 3 years in the end. That's what was so special about this guy. He was the only person I ever really trusted since splitting with me previous partner. Only guy I let get close to me and even thought about having another LTR with. You're right though, I've been in break-up hell before. It's not like I don't know what to do or how to move on. Just it's so damn painful y'know..?! (of course you know, just terminology there). {sigh}
KittenMoon Posted June 27, 2007 Posted June 27, 2007 That's what was so special about this guy. He was the only person I ever really trusted since splitting with me previous partner. Only guy I let get close to me and even thought about having another LTR with. At least- Thank you for letting me (and others) know there IS hope for meeting someone else after a LTR.
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