Beachgrl486 Posted June 22, 2007 Posted June 22, 2007 Ill start out with this....first... Life happens. Sometimes people and things disappear from our lives with and without reason, and sometimes we disappear from their's. Whatever the reason, it happens. You don't always get what you want and every once in awhile the worst possible scenario happens and your left wondering why. You catch yourself saying, "I don't need this." Some break down, some cry, some run away...but you deal and move on. Robert Frost said once that he could sum up life in three words...it goes on. You fall down and you eventually get back up because that's life. It's messy and it happens. It's true that we don't always get what we want, but usually, with time, we realize that what we thought we wanted we really didn't. That's the moment that you discover that your worst possible scenario was the best thing that ever happened to you! Just a story I thought I would share...lesson learned. I started seeing this guy last summer not long before he went overseas. He is in the Coast Guard. I have Known him for a while...well for nine months we were together and he wasnt here and he finally came home on leave at the end of February for 2 weeks. Before I jump to that let me say...while he was gone...we talked almost everyday...he had a satellite phone he could call from. Letters and packages we exchanged. Everything was going great. I couldn't wait for him to come home...his friends and I got close I got to know his brother and his fiance and I really thought everything was going great. Well he came home in Feb and I picked him up from the airport...its was so exciting...it had been nine months since I had seen him. Then we went to his parents and we just had an awesome time. For the next week or so we were inseparable...then after he tells me he loves me for the first time and all that good stuff he breaks up with me. I mean like 3 days later. Outside of a bar. For no reason. I swear...Well to say the least I was crushed...that is an understatement. I felt like someone had just taken my heart and stomped on it. I have had my hear broken before and I have broken hearts before but this we different. I thought he was the one...I put a lot of time and effort and built it up big time...to my friends and family. Well he left a few days after that to go back. We didnt talk again...he just totally blew me off. Well he gets back over there and calls me...says "i made a mistake" "i am sorry" "I still love you" yada yada yada...To sum it up we got back together then I realized how dumb I was. The innocence of the relationship was now gone. I couldn't trust him with my feelings. You dont treat people you "love" the way he did me...But like I said up top...Usually you realize it wasnt as bad as you thought...
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