Jmina Posted June 10, 2007 Posted June 10, 2007 i love her she loves me i thought maybe she didnt love me enough to be in a couple.... but shes said that the love is very deep and very strong....many times...since we broke up im confused i know we cant be together, but why is it so hard for you...you want me forever but when your with me you feel that your worries are to big to take on? i know your not that happy now... but maybe its many other reasons..maybe your alot happier than when we were together... every time someone kisses me on the cheek i wish that it was you....every single time.. my love for you is eternal, my desire to be with you is the same. i feel that we will be together again... but i dont trust it... coz i dont want to be hurt again even though every day hurts to be without you my instincts say that one day we wil be together and happy my brain says dont be such a fool ...my heart just says i love you so much more than ever. i think about you all time i wish that you were here, all the time i know you do the same...you told me.... you go through what ifs...but still cant do it you say you love me so much but we cant be together at the moment,... im hoping that when i travel it will be so great that i wont hurt so much ...im afraid that it will not a day goes by without tears falling down my cheeks most days i tell myself that you will come back to me after your adventure overseas, because it feels right that you would... then i stop myself because i feel that you are too good to be true, and that this dream wont come true. is our love strong enough to bring us back together? ...i dont want anyone else... ...but i dont want to put my life on hold i dont want to end up with someone else and then want to leave them for you....but i would i dont want you to find that im doing good, and then think that i dont want you back, and never bring it up to me.... i cant come to you and say i want you back, because it has to be all from you... 100 percent you. you already know that i want you, so i shouldnt have to remind you this in 5 years down the track, it will be the same. as you said before, the love is very strong and very deep...what will make it fade? if we keep in contact as friends...it will always be there... if we dont, then its like taking on a huge loss...something that would make my heart ache for all eternity... and i know it would be the same for you.... you are a part of me....you are my soul mate. if we leave it for a few years and then become friends, we will be faced with this whole Issue all over again maybe you only need to be on your own for 6 months a year to figure yourself out..... your so confused ....i can wait 6 months a year...but not if your still confused...but the other options jsut arent good enough either ITS A LOOSE LOOSE SITUATION.. unless i do wait for you and my dreams come true... what are your dreams? do you want to be able to be with me? or are you wishing that you can let me go so you can be with someone else? i love you so much
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