kali420 Posted June 10, 2007 Posted June 10, 2007 I just had a long talk with my sister. I'm finally getting over my past realtionship. I posted before about it...I just had a hard time letting it go. She hooked up with someone I know. She got over me. Why couldn't I? I had a feeling of betrayal. I felt like everyone was laughing at me. Why should I care. I was letting that control my life...I was kind of hurt about it. I realized that I shouldn't have been. We didn't end on a bad note. I just always had a hard time staying friends with the ex. I hope that I can reconcile with the ex and her new boyfriend. I do know the guy is a good guy. I just made him the *******. My first instinct was to hate the guy. Also, I had resenment towards my ex for hooking up with him. I knew we weren't meant to be. I just felt lonely. I had a hard time meeting new woman. Now, I feel better. I still think about it. But, I know that everything happens for a reason. I had a hard time understanding it at first. I'm beginning to realize that this is making me stronger as a person. I just hope I haven't ruined yet, another chance to become friends with my ex.
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