Jmina Posted June 2, 2007 Posted June 2, 2007 She left me saying that she loves me and we are soul mates but she has to go overseas because its been her lifelong ambition and also she wants to experience other people as she hasnt done that before before me...she says some things feel right, and some things feel wrong.... i said something felt wrong because she wasnt ready for us.... she worried that we werent meant to be, and she worried that we were meant to be and she worried she was too young, and the worry is what broke us up.... during our break up there have been 2 times where all she wanted was to make love again and hang out with each other and it went great but again after a few days she started the worry and we spilt.... i miss my soul mate... i love her with all my heart and soul i tears me apart that she will be with other people..... it makes me sick to the stomach... i cant even think about it. she also said she doesnt think we are meant to be together....but if we are soul mates then why not? is she saying this just beacause she isnt ready and some of it feels wrong because of that???? so i wrote a poem one day and put it in my blog, where i know she can read it... i didnt put it there for her sake, but the fact that she could read it i liked also... so do you think that i should leave it there or take it out??? would it make things harder on her like its too much for her and end up resenting me???? this is the poem You cradled my soul, when i looked into your eyes nothing else mattered. You're a part of me, I am attatched to you, through my soul, I could see it... Now i'm existing, but i'm invisible, I could walk through walls... You had to leave me, I can see your reasons but i see what will become, If we are soul mates... do i have to go on? My life is meaningless now you are gone. I could strive for more, till i collapse. The black dog, will find me, and tear me down. I'm melancholy. I'm trying, i want to fade, but i don't... I have hope you're part of me you cradle my soul... you're my energy i'll feel again, how much you love me, in your eyes, we'll be friends again somehow, somewhere i'm lonley without you. thanks PLEASE TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS
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