MELLOW808 Posted June 1, 2007 Posted June 1, 2007 Hey, this my first posting on here. Here is my deal. I was going out with an older woman. I am 26. She is 37. We both worked together, and that is how we met. We only dated for 5-6 months. She called it off, saying that I was too young for her, saying that I was closer in age to her son. So, I was pretty devistated. I for sure didn't see a future with her, but, at the same time I missed being with her. Anyways, a few months pass and I quit the job. Moslty because it was hard to keep seeing her and to move on to somewhere else that has more oppportunities. So eight months pass and I see her in a parking lot with a guy I used to work with. Parked right next to me. I find out they are dating from a friend. This guy is even younger than me. So I get back to being depressed. I still had some feelings for her. To find that out just broke my heart. We have mutual friends, so I saw them at a party. I just wanted to kick that guys ass. I didn't consider him a friend or anything. I was just really hurt. None of my friends told me about them going out. I kind of understand though. Who wants to be the messenger of bad news? They are just friends I hang out with. We are close, but not that close, like childhood friends. Anyways, I'm having trouble getting over this. I thought seeing them would help me get through it. That kind of back fired on me. I felt like ****. She was dating someone that conradicted everything she broke up with me for. Our mutual friends became her friend because she was hanging out with me. Now, I don't even want to hang out with them if she is there. I talked about it with all my loved ones and all my friends. That kind of helped me a lot. Knowing that a lot people care about me. So one lost gave me more gains. Still, I can't stop thinking about her. I'm just so hurt still. I have never been this hurt in my life. I just can't believe she would go and date somebody from work again, younger, and I ****en know him! I let her **** with my head and hurt my feelings. I work at a place where I have to go in there with high-energy and a positive attitude. So its pretty rough. I know I need time. Writing this is kind of part of my therapy.
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