Guest Posted May 31, 2007 Posted May 31, 2007 I don't why she found someone else and said she hasn't loved me in a long time. I really do still love her and as much as it hurts I hope she is happy. I cannot make her love me, but i still wanted to try and make it work before i found out about the other man. I will be 40 next month and now i am single. I will make the best out of a bad situation. We have to boys 10 and 15, and I am concerened about how all this will effect them. I will love them and spend time with them, and let them know they have a great mother too. She is not a bad person, she really isn't. She has had some health problems in the last couple years and is now hooked on oxy cotton (sp) That has become very obvious latley and she even told me she is. Her new boyfriend is also a pill addict, so I will matain custody of my sons, but I will not keep them from their mom. I believe she will kick the drug habit one way or another, but I will not look back as far as our relationshp goes. This is the second time she has done this and she didn't have the drug problem crutch last time which was 14 years ago. Like the old Styxx song says "I'm not dead yet".
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