skeletonindacloset Posted May 27, 2007 Posted May 27, 2007 Greetings everyone!! I recently met someone and we get along famously so far. I'm really excited because it's the first time in a very long time that I've actually connected in a positive way with a woman in a way other than sex. I kind of swore off women after a crappy past experience like I'm sure we all have at one time or another, but that went away apparently because I'm super stoked about being around this lady and I'm finding her on my mind more and more each day. The strange thing for me is that as soon as we part ways I go to sleep thinking about her but wake up thinking about this woman from a past relationship. And now that my feelings towards this woman are growing stronger my feelings for this old flame are currently back and in full swing again. To make a long story short this past relationship ended in a way that will probably not see the two of us together very soon at all. I will be the first to say that I still love her and miss her in my life. I'm not going to try and come off as if I'm over it, but I understand that it is over. During my "avoid women at all cost" time I started to have these days where I'd only think about her a few times a day and then it started fading away until I only had fleeting thoughts on birthdays and holidays etc... I felt like I had shrapnel in my knee but I would still be able to walk but it would act up certain times. Now it's flarin up and won't go away. I've been with women since and was under the impression that that had distanced me enough that I could move on but now I have no real clue. I'm wondering if it isn't probable that I'm simply just kinda going through a memory slideshow in my skull everytime we do anything romantic because it reminds me of the last time I felt connected to someone. Friggin crazy women always messin with my brain. GGGAAAAAAAHHHHHH!! In "la la land" I'd get'em both in a room, introduce each other and tell the first chick to sign over my heart to this second chick and leave my brain the hell alone. That's totally nuts and none of it makes any sense but it's a fun thought. Ah craziness, my closest and dearest friend.
norajane Posted May 28, 2007 Posted May 28, 2007 In "la la land" I'd get'em both in a room, introduce each other and tell the first chick to sign over my heart to this second chick and leave my brain the hell alone. That's totally nuts and none of it makes any sense but it's a fun thought. Ah craziness, my closest and dearest friend. Maybe you can do that...have a little ceremony by yourself where you get rid of everything you may still have that your ex gave you. Or write out a heart transfer form..."I, skeletonindacloset, being of sound mind and body, hereby transfer my heart from Mary, the bad ex, to Ann, the new lady in my life..." Sign it and then burn it with a flourish! Symbolic rituals can be as effective as having them in the same room, if your heart is in the right place.
Author skeletonindacloset Posted May 28, 2007 Author Posted May 28, 2007 ya know, that's a damn fine idea. I may just do that. Thanks
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