feelempty Posted May 25, 2007 Posted May 25, 2007 So, I did it... Last saturday, after a night out, drinking and being very upset, I did it... No excuses, I slept with my dearest love's mate, i cheated. I cannot believe i did it. SO here is what happened... My boy has ben away since 2 months now, and I am alone here in Australia with no family and only a few friends. I have been fighting so hard the last 2 years and a half to get everything right, to learn a new language, live in a new country, do all i could to have a beautiful life with the men of my dreams and in 1 single night i messed it all up. I got very drunk (i hardly ever drink so i don't resist alcool very well...), i was not in control of myself, i got very upset that night, i cried about my past, and this guy, a supposely friend of my boy and me used the opportunity to do it, and for some reason i didn't stop. I had to tell my love because a friend of him heard everything and now, i've lost him. There is still a little bit of hope but i will need to wait, i was ready to get married with him, and do everything together... We were so happy and messed it all up in one single night. Please help me... As well as my heart being broken right now (i guess it's too bad for me, i should have been in control...), i feel so ashamed and so miserable to have been able to hurt to only men i ever loved so much. How could this happen? How could i hurt him so much? What if he ends up leaving me? Please help me, i feel like a monster, this was a huge terrible mistake... I am so sorry...
Ruby Tuesday Posted May 29, 2007 Posted May 29, 2007 You should visit surviving infidelity on the internet. There is a section on that site especially for remorseful partners such as yourself that I believe could truely be of significant help to you right now. Take care.
Darth Vader Posted May 29, 2007 Posted May 29, 2007 A friend of his heard you two having sex? (That's what I assume you ment) You had better tell, because if you don't, his friend will.
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