hsechick07 Posted May 24, 2007 Posted May 24, 2007 My boyfriend and I started dating in September. My parents had just divorced and i decided to live with my dad. Bryce also lived with his dad. We had just started our senior year and we both in a good place in our lives, despite both of our troubles. He had been a drug addict, and alcoholic but by the time we started dating had been sober for almost 6 months. He went to AA once a week and another form of rehab once a week. He was so motivated.. My dad and I lived alone, and he got a job offer to work in California 10 days there, then four days home. He did this for several weeks and then I started to sleep at Bryces house during the school week so I wouldnt be alone every night. Things were amazing. We got along, we felt like an old married couple and loved spending every minute of everyday together. February 1st, while my dad was out of town, the night before he was to fly home. He passed away. My entire life fell apart. Bryce was there for me in any way possible, but i was so depressed that I didnt see how amazing he was being. I pushed him away for the last few months, till i realized i was going to lose him if I didnt shape up. Our sex life had gone downhill, due to the depression meds I was taking. I even offered to stop taking them if it would make him happier.. A week ago, I found out he was smoking weed again. How could he be a year and 3 months sober and just give up!? I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. Nobody made me as happy as him. Yesterday we went bowling, he took me home. We kissed goodnight, said our I love you's. And i went to sleep. Called and called and sent texts all day and no responses... I went to his house to make sure he was okay. He told me to go away and shut the door in my face. He called later to tell me he wants nothing to do with me anymore.. I am devistated. Please please give me some helpful advice, even if it hurts.
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