Socallady Posted May 14, 2007 Posted May 14, 2007 I started dating this fellow about three months ago and I told him right from the start that I didn't want a serious relationship, or a completely casual relationship, but something in between. I'm recently divorced after being married for 16 years and I was absolutely TERRIFIED to get into a serious relationship with someone else, so I was putting up that disclaimer to protect myself, I guess. Anyway, we are both single parents and live an hour apart so we only get to see each other two or three times a month. Each time I see him I am more attracted to him, both on a physical and intellectual level (yes we are having sex). We have a LOT in common. I actually found myself thinking yesterday "where have you been all my life." When we are together he is totally into being with me, we have deep conversations and share parts of ourselves, past and present. He is attentive and loving and gives me his undivided attention. Here's my "problem", I'm starting to fall for him emotionally. He spent the night last night and when he left this morning it was physically painful for me, made worse by the fact that I know I won't see him for at least a week or two. We met on a dating website and I'm not proud to admit that I check up to see how often he logs on to that website. Every day, sometimes even on the days he sees me. I honestly didn't want a serious relationship so he hasn't done anything wrong but what the hell do I do now????
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