Guest Posted May 10, 2007 Posted May 10, 2007 I met my ex-lover 15 months ago in London. He's a musician from LA, and is on tour most of the time. The attraction between us was huge, we fell for each other straight away. At the time, he was in relationship with another woman. When he went back to LA he split up with her (as he wasn't in love with her and always thought she was a bit boring) and invited me to spend some time with him in the states. We had a wonderful time.He wanted to marry me...(I also met his ex lover who desperately wanted to be best friends with me...and was following us all the time...) Then we decided to live together in London for a while. There was a lot of passion between us but we couldn't deal (especially him) with the practical issues. Meanwhile, his exgirlfriend was sending me emails (which i think is out order) telling me that the man was extremely selfish, depressed and difficult and that i had to deal with a great responsibility. Things went really bad at the end, he became violent and i was in tears most the time. When he went back to LA we knew that things were over but he was still sending me love letters and melodramatic poems...I found out recently that he's back with his ex ex lover and i feel sooooo **** and soooooooo stupid. I mean, i was really in love with the guy...was i just a silly fantasy? I feel so angry and disappointed...what was i thinking?
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