djb68 Posted May 2, 2007 Posted May 2, 2007 I pretty much have the same story as most. My GF of 5 years and I broke up 2 days after Xmas. We were on and off about 4 or 5 times during the relationship. I know the break up was the right decision and she wasn’t the “right one” for me. Even though I know this, I still wake up each day thinking of her and continually think of her throughout the day. It is very hard at times. I get depressed and think I will never find the “right one” and dread having to start over with someone new. I am taking it day by day and praying that it will eventually get easier. Here is the twist. She lives literally 4 blocks away from me, within walking distance. It really suxs because every time I come home from work, as soon as I enter our town, my heart starts pounding and I start thinking of her (more than normal). It’s to a point that it’s hard to go to the stores in town, go the local diner or even drive around town. I am constantly thinking that she will drive by my house and I am always watching out the window. I saw her for the first time at a gas station last week. I was in the store getting cigarettes and she was pumping gas when I came out. I got in my car and knew I had to acknowledge her presence, so I just waved to her & drove off. When we broke up, I told her that there was no way I could live in the same town & that I would move. I have put a lot of work into my house (which has helped me keep my mind off of her) with the initial intent to sell it. But now I can’t stand the thought of moving because it is the perfect house for me. Everything is practically new and updated. I am so torn. Anyone have any thoughts or input? Thanks
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