jamc11 Posted April 25, 2007 Posted April 25, 2007 ok its been a week today that i haven't talked to her. we have been together for 3 years and it was going strong. we never had any fights or argue and i never did anything to hurt her. i was always good to her i gave her the world. she always told me that she loved me and always. she said she never wanted to lose me. i just turned 20 and she is 17 she was my high school sweetheart. i love her with all of my heart and more. i always gave it a 110%. well this is how it happend for the last ending year we broke up 3 times. the first time and second time it was her friends that kept telling her you been with this guy for 3 years you should go date. they kept getting into her head and they kept telling her to date guys that looked like them because i don't fit in with them. now the third time it has happend and on the phone i knew i had a feeling that she was changing and i knew i had to say something. so i brought up this breaking up thing. she told me she loves me but not the same as the begining but when i brought up do you want to break up she said no, i don't want to lose you. i knew deep down she wanted to so i kept pushing it so you love me but not as much you don't want to lose me but yet date other people so wanna break up. then she finally said yes. so i told her that i will love you and always will love you think of me when you go to sleep and think of me when you wake up. she said while i was saying those words that she loved me and she always thinks of me. right when i hung up she text me saying that she wants to test the relationship and see if we can be forever together. i haven't talk to her for a week now and i wonder what she is feeling right now. i wonder if she does miss me or was she really not in love with me. i wonder how come she let her friends get inside her head and had to ended everything. she even told me that i was so good to her. right now i'm not talking to her because i want her to realize what she had and see if she really would come back to me. i want her to realize if she made a mistake by listening to her friends. i love her so much and i really want her back. is there any advice anyone could give
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